"If we survive this, I'll give you a life worth living, even if I can't give myself that." Evan Hansen? Anxiety disorder. Never really thinks about how often he has panic attacks but it's just about daily. Connor Murphy? Severe depression and anger issues. Self harms too. Throws things without thinking, aims for people who never did anything. Some call him a murder in the waiting. They're watching eachother kill them self one baby step at a time from their self destructive tendencies, just waiting for it to stop; for them to get help, but that day might never arrive *heavy self harm, abuse, strong language and overall unhealthy relationship indication and description, if you're easily upset this is really not for you.*

COMPLETED: Connor Murphy; the 'emo kid' with depression. Evan Hansen; the 'treeboi' with social anxiety - the two losers of the school. A failed suicide attempt, disguised as an overdose acts as the unlikely event of bringing the two together. But coupled with Jared Kleinman, Zoe Murphy, and Alana Beck, and the myriad of problems that accompany the 'losers' of the school, nothing for them is easy. What comes next? Disclaimer: We do not own Dear Evan Hansen the musical! Benj Pasek, Justin Paul, and Steven Levenson are the creators. IMPORTANT: EVERYTHING is ALWAYS a reference. Cover Credits: Evan and Connor fanart: danroby | Overall cover: philocalic Authors: Infinity_Moon_36 and philocalic Completed July 21st, 2018 HR: #1 || dearevanhansen #1 || connormurphy #2 || treebros #16 || depression

~*COMPLETED*~ What if the letter accident didn't go they way it did? What if Connor never killed himself? What if him and Evan became friends? ~~~ "What?" "..y-you heard me." "Well duh I heard you. I'm not deaf." ".. your not.." "Not what?" He said, almost glaring. "..not.. pushing me.." I quietly murmured, looking down and playing with the hem of my shirt. "..oh.. uh.. well I was pissed so.. sorry for the other day I guess." ~~~ ART IS NOT MINE CHARACTERS ARE NOT MINE PLOT IS MINE *WARNING* swearing is in this book but mainly from one character, so if you don't like continuous swearing then don't read this Also this is gay, so if you don't like the idea of two boys together then this isn't for you Please don't steal and please enjoy! BTW IF YOU HAVENT SEEN DEAR EVAN HANSEN THEN YOU WILL BE VERY CONFUSED SO I RECOMMEND WATCHING IT, IT IS VERY GOOD :) Started 6/28/17 Finished 9/12/17

Hi, I love Dear Evan Hansen. I'm a musical theatre performer and I think it's just absolutely gorgeous and I really wanted to write something for it to kind of help with my anxiety so here it is!

Connor Murphy is, more often than not, high. After a drug-fueled encounter directed at Evan Hansen, a cute tree enthusiast from his school, Connor finds himself taking a liking to the smaller boy. - Cover by the amazing @NaviCat5 and the art featured in the cover is by SleepyCrayon on Tumblr!!

【Completed】 This is a fanfiction of Evan and Connor from Dear Evan Hansen. Treebros, correct? Connor Murphy starts to hang out with Evan Hansen. He was mostly intrigued by his existence. How he never managed to notice someone so nice and yet so broken before piqued his interest. He wanted to be friends with him. Maybe more? I want to thank Eli (@sleepy_crayon on insta) for giving me permission to use their art as my cover. Please check them out, their art is amazing! Also, I am not American, but I'm using some elements, such as mimicking the school system. So, as I'm not familiar with it, please correct me along the way.

Evan Hansen was born with a sixth sense that caused him to be able to feel anyone else's emotions. As he grew up, it was relevant and constantly used, considering he was unable to control it; though, when the sense became easier to control, he disregarded it, wanting to be as normal as possible. Nonetheless, that power brought him to saving a boy's life. One that he would soon desire to spend his life with.

CW; suicide attempt, homophobia, homophobic slurs, depression, anxiety, etc. This is basically just a super cheesy and mushy fanfic involving Connor and Evan from DEH. There might also be some Jared x Alana in here as well, but I haven't quite made up my mind yet. This is an AU where Connor never died when he tried to take his own life, so there won't be any death-angst. There will eventually be a suicide attempt by Connor for reasons I haven't figured out yet.

!COMPLETED! Evan and Connor have been crushing on each other for years. Both are too nervous to tell the other how they feel, which leads to a lot of confusion for the two boys. - It's my first fic so sorry if it sucks yikes !COMPLETED!