The saddest thing in the world is loving someone who used to love you. Yes, I still love him, still thinking about him. His face, his laugh, his love. Pero yung thought na ayaw na niya sa 'yo? It feels like your heart is getting ripped out and stomped on, and then someone is trying to pry open your chest to put it back. It makes your stomach hurt, like it's nauseous. You feel like life isn't even worth living anymore, but you know you can't die, just in case that person wants you back. But what if hindi na? habang buhay ka na lang bang aasa? habang buhay ka na lang bang maghihintay sa kanya? O uumpisahan mo nang kalimutan siya at magmahal ng iba?

#StanfieldHeir4: Serena Steele Winter Serena Steele-- heiress to Stanfield Empire-- is the very beloved youngest of the Steele. Oh yes! She relished her fame and basked in her glory. But her childish heart secretly yearns for something magical-- a love that will lead her to forever. But no one is good enough for her brothers. They think men just want her for what she have and use her to climb up to a ladder and get to the top. And some men are not ashamed to show her that she was indeed coveted because of her title. She's tired of those kind of men. Weak, opportunist and coward. Might as well be an old maid than marry for convinience. But on her way to fulfill her promise to her brother, she journeyed in a far away farm with an abandoned castle and found a man who owned a heartbreakingly gorgeous face and a mysterious heart. Killian Draco DeVilla-- the Devil's son. Dark and dangerous. But brave. The man who makes her heart flutter. Can she persuade him without tripping her crown first? Disclaimer: The story is written in Filipino/Tagalog. _________________________ Started: July 2016 Ended: AyamiLu © Copyright 2016 All rights reserved.

Berry Lacsamana had given up on life. But when she one day wakes up in a strange bed with someone calling her his wife, her life begins to take a different path. ****** When Berry Lacsamana wakes up in a room she doesn't recognize, hooked up to medical machines, confusion and anxiety consume her. Deepening Berry's fear is the presence of Cadmus Valcarcel who treats her coldly and and looks at her with resentment. "Finally," he said with coldness in his voice that made her shiver, frightening her. "My infamous wife is awake." Berry isn't anyone's wife, lest she is married to Cadmus. However, when she sees a photo of Cherry, a woman who looks like her from every angle, Berry begins to have some suspicions. She knew she was Berry, not Cherry... wasn't she? DISCLAIMER: This is a Filipino language story. WORD COUNT: 194,647 COVER: ASTRID JAYDEE WARNING: DON'T READ THIS STORY IF YOU CAN'T HANDLE DEPRESSING SCENES, SENSITIVE TOPICS OR MATURE CONTENT.

Seven years ago... I was his stalker. Three years ago... I was his wife. Two years ago... I was his ex-wife. Simula nang hiniwalayan niya ako ay nagkaleche-leche na rin ang buhay ko. Namatay si mommy dahil sa cancer, nalugi ang kompanya ni daddy at dahil sa sobrang hiya, nagpakamatay siya kaya naiwan sa akin ang responsibilidad na bayaran ang natirang utang niya sa banko. Kung dati akong princessa, ngayon ay naghihirap na. Lahat atang pweding racket ay gagawin ko mabayaran ko lang ang utang sa banko. I am a baker on weekdays, dance instructor on Saturdays at dance performer on Friday and Saturday nights. Pero sa kasamaang palad, bumalik ang ex-husband ko kaya lalong gumulo ang buhay ko. He owned the restaurant I worked with kaya nagawa niyang i-assign ako bilang personal chef niya as well as personal assistant. Binayaran niya rin ang dance studio kung saan ako nagtratrabaho and hired me as his personal dance instructor. He hired me as his personal dance instructor for the whole day on Saturdays. Pati na rin ang trabaho ko bilang performer ay nagawan niya ng paraan. He hired me as his exclusive entertainer every Friday at Saturday nights. Do you think that is already worse? The worst thing is - binayaran niya ang utang namin sa banko so I am now obliged to pay him based on his terms. I am Patricia Sandoval, sold to Stuart Cordoval - ako ang personal assistant, private chef, personal dance instructor, exclusive entertainer at on-call bedwarmer ng pinakamamahal kong ex-husband. Masaklap man isipin pero I am sold to my ex-husband. This is the second story about the Adonis series. This time, kay Stuart Cordoval at kay Patricia Sandoval naka-center ang story. Started Writing December 2015

Spoiled and rich, Maddison Montealegre convinced herself that love is only for the weak. But when she meets Clegane Cordova, she can't deny her feelings. Their blossoming love is only the start of this tale of lost love, betrayal, and misunderstandings. ***** Young, privileged, and spoiled, Maddison Montealegre thought she had life figured out by promising herself she would never fall in love and be under anyone's spell. But when Clegane Cordova enters her life, Maddy's declaration goes out the window. She falls head over heels in love with Clegane and experiences many firsts with him. However, before they can live their happily ever after, one act of selflessness sets in motion a series of misunderstandings that leave Maddy heartbroken and more jaded than ever. When she and Clegane meet again after years apart, will he prove to be her first and last or will her stubborn heart push him further away? DISCLAIMER: This story is written in Taglish. Cover design by Siiryal

#StanfieldBook1: Duke Steele "So which is it... are you leaving me because I'm a criminal? Or because you think I'm a liar?" Secrets. Lies. And deception. It all comes back six years ago, when Louraine Samantha Allegra thought her life was turned upside down and she was tossed into a black-hole of misery of life-the ugly past she never wanted to remember. But then, six years had passed and Louraine stood face to face with a man who will be her husband, the same man who froze her heart. Duke Arjun Steele-the man with undeniably good-looks, confidence and oozing sex-appeal. Dangerous and darker. Can his fiery eyes warm her heart and melt the icy barriers he himself erected? Disclaimer: The story is written in Filipino/Tagalog. __________________________ Started: December 2014 Ended: August 2015 AyamiLu © Copyright 2014-2015 All rights reserved.

Published Under Psicom, available in selected bookstores. Also available in shopee and lazada for as low as 150 pesos. WINNER OF WATTYS 2016 "M-Mahal kita--" "Pero mas mahal mo siya..." Mahirap pakawalan ang taong mahal natin. Pero mas mahirap manatili sa piling ng taong hindi tayo kayang mahalin katulad ng pagmamahal natin sa kanila. Skyleigh Vergara ran away from Cloud Rendrex Monteciara with a secret that her husband has to know, but she chose not to tell. Even though she loves him, in her heart, she has all the reason to leave him and never see him again. Ngunit hindi nakikiayon sa kanya ang tadhana. Sa muli nilang pagkikita, may pagkakaton pa nga bang maayos ang relasyong matagal nang sira? Sapat na ba ang mga nagdaang taon para maghilom ang sugat na iniwan ng nakaraan? Magagawa mo pa nga bang bigyan ng isa pang pagkakataon ang taong sinaktan ka nang lubos? Hanggang saan nga ba ang kaya mong isakripisyo at ibigay para sa taong mahal mo? Totoo nga kayang pagdating sa pagmamahal... walang imposible? Warning: Do not read if you don't want to be redirected to other platform.

#StanfieldBook2: ZekeSteele (#Wattys2016Winner Collector's Edition) "I've made mistakes out of my rebellion. But I embrace them because they made me who I am and what I am now. I found a brother, people I can trust, and a girl who meant the world to me... And I fell in love. I thought I don't deserve her love because I have always blamed myself for her brother's death. And she hated me for the past. We suppressed the feelings we had for each other, and buried them for so long. But it was a rebellious love. We couldn't fight it. We're weak against each other, and the only way to win was to lose." Disclaimer: The story is written in Filipino/Tagalog. _________________________ Started: June 2015 Ended: February 2016 AyamiLu © Copyright 2015-2016 All rights reserved.

Hot Bachelors Series #2: After spending a hot fiery night with the man of her dreams, Natalie Sena Paige is devastated to wake up and find him not wanting her. But soon, she discovers that she's set to be engaged and married to her one and only love. Can she tame the unwilling billionaire? *** Twenty-four-year-old Natalie Paige almost has everything-the face, the fame, and the wealth. Everything but the love and attention of Terrence Brennan Samaniego. It proved to be difficult as the wealthy bachelor doctor keeps ignoring her advances. Soon, Sena learns that she must marry a stranger for business, and she drowns herself in alcohol only to end up spending the night with the same man she has been fantasizing for so long. It hurt her when he left her alone after the one-night stand, but it seems as if the heavens are siding with her as she discovers that the stranger she's marrying is Terrence himself! How will she approach the Samaniego who doesn't like her at all? Does she have what it takes to truly tame the billionaire? Status: PUBLISHED UNDER PSICOM Publishing Inc.

#StanfieldBook3: Sage Steele Shakyra Noelle Lagdameo wants to know the memories her brain had refused to reveal. Kyra only knows her life as a 22 years old woman-- who was lively and eager to chase her own dreams, away from her controlling father and selfish socialite sisters. Yet she woke up in her twenty-sixth-year-old self, without any hint what her life had been in the gap between. Her psychoanalyst advised her to go forward and live the way she used to. But how can she do that when a large part of her brain was missing? She couldn't completely lead a life feeling incomplete. Like a jigsaw puzzle, that's what her brain looks like-- an incomplete mess. Determined to find out the life her brain had shut out, she quested to look for it and she started with a man with an unforgettable name etched on her brain-- Vaughn Sage Steele. But what if she didn't like what she finds? Could she face the truth and accept it then? Disclaimer: The story is written in Filipino/Tagalog. _________________________ Started: September 2015 Ended: August 2016 AyamiLu © Copyright 2015-2016 All rights reserved.