"We can't do this." I whisper as our lips re-connect, a tingling fire surging through my body as his hands ravage unexplored lands; my innocence dissipating away with every peck he trails down my neck. "I know we can't. That's why it's so exciting." He replies through kisses. His effortless charm intoxicates me; drowning me; hunting me; devouring me. "What if my brother finds out?" The perpetuated patter of the rain unable to subdue my groan as he digs his nails deeper into my skin. "Who cares." ********** Welcome to my story, where an innocent boy finds a not so innocent boy in his bed; where they do not so innocent things. - YOP

*Story Contains Mature and Explicit Content* [COMPLETED] "Strangers in the dark can change your life in the light." "As I reach the front door I can't help the same question swimming around in my mind, what could possibly be on all of those tapes?" ----- Preview: "You wanna try and be my medicine Abby?" he asks with a deep testing tone, keeping his voice quiet. "I can try" I breathe out as I gulp when his grip tightens "Try me" His hand slides up my throat, his long fingers wrapping tight around my jaw "That's what you really want?" I nod, as I sigh out a shallow yes, and I see every muscle in his body tense, as he wets his lips; hoarsely murmuring his next sentence like its his last try at making me change my mind. "I'm dangerous Abby, this is your last chance, tried to warn you" My stomach twists and knots, as I use every ounce of bravery I have. "Prove it then" ----- Book Started : DEC 2018 - COMPLETED MAY 2019

He used to call her Lily. Back then when they were seventeen they shared their passion for drama club. A passion filled with love that they would eventually feel for each other. But experiencing love for the first time can be confusing. Painful, even. It's a shame everyone seems to forget about that part. Twelve years later Lily finds a green box. A box full of memories of her first love. A love so pure and innocent. A love that couldn't last. But why not dwell in those sweet and tender memories once again? To remember him? That's why she starts writing the letters to him. And while she's writing those letters, she realizes that she never needed to remember him - because she has never forgotten. Thank you so much @WillowNRoses for the beautiful cover! #JustWriteIt #Wattys2016