College AU because I am original College is hard. Especially when your kinda in love with your roommate. !!!! I rewrote this story!!!! it is posted under the name 'hey, lover!' on my account!! read that instead of this, thanks!!!! Heavily inspired by caw-chan's Rebel AU and the fanfic Lams Modern College AU (LaurensxHamilton) by @oopsidiedsorry #13 in lams make that #12 in lams babey

[completed] it's like a goddamn tragedy because he looks at him like he put the stars in the sky and he looks at him like he's the only thing that matters but they both think that the other is looking down. [cover drawn by: @hamilsquadlamslife] [highest ranking: 156 in hamilton, 79 in Lams]

Alexander Hamilton is adopted by the Washingtons, along with Lafayette. They're both starting 10th grade, but for Alexander, it's a brand new school. Lafayette's best friend, John Laurens, has piqued Alexander's mind. But when Alexander meets him in person, he falls head over Converses. This story is a Hamilton Highschool AU that takes place in the present, which WAS 2017. It only follows mainly Alexander's thoughts and emotions. (Switching to other POVs for jokes and plot.) Was written about high school by someone who had not yet been in high school. So middle schoolers reading this, do not hold your expectations so high. !! READ AT YOUR DISCRETION! I WROTE THIS IN 2016-18 AND IT DOES NOT REPRESENT WHO I AM TODAY! Thank you. !! ⚠️TIGGERS: Suicide (attempts), self-harm, mentions of abuse, homophobic slur, mention of r*pe in Ch 16 and after, and there are probably more. Twelve-year-old me is not responsible for your triggers. ⚠️ There is also cussing. Problem? Leave. All said aside, I hope you enjoy. :))

Alexander Hamilton has not had an easy life. After his parents died, he bounced from foster home to foster home in Nevis, each one giving up on him and claiming that he was "too difficult to deal with." After being thrown out of his seventh foster home, he gets adopted by an American couple named George and Martha Washington. George and Martha are incredibly kind and willing to do anything for Alex, but Alex finds it difficult to trust them. He worries that they will become angry with him and throw him out the way the rest of his foster parents did. He finds himself growing more and more depressed and angry, and nothing the Washingtons do can make him feel better. Alex finds himself desparate for acceptance, and ends up in a tumultuous friendship with none other than John Laurens, a gay boy rebelling against his homophobic parents. Will the Washingtons give up on Alex, or will Alex finally learn to trust again.

Unedited: When the new kid, Alexander Hamilton, comes to town. The whole town seemed to fall victim to his intelligent eyes and hunger-pang frame. John Lauren's just happens to be one of those victims under Hamiltons spell.

✨ TW ✨ Alex had the toughest childhood you could imagine. His father left him and his mother. His mother died when he was young. He moved in with his cousin, who abused him then committed suicide. His tough life has caused him to become selectively mute. He hasn't spoken a word since he was 15. But, when he meets John, his dorm mate, his outlook on life is turned around. (Not my drawing) ⚠️ Warning ⚠️ Physical abuse Mental abuse Self-harm More, there are a lot of triggers side note: please do not ask about smut, i will not be writing it

20-year-old John Laurens makes a new friend online whom goes by the name of, WritingTil'51... [Completed! ✔] Warnings/Keep in mind before reading: First fanfic. I only portrayed Eliza like this for storytelling purposes. Many plot holes, seeing as this is my first fanfic. When I was writing this, I was (still am) very cringy so please excuse the author notes. A few typos. Coarse language.

Alexander Hamilton is tired of feeling broken. He wants to start over, forget his past and have a fresh, new beginning at college. Then he meets John Laurens, who is a dorky, lovable goofball that also wants to get away from who he used to be. But things in the past don't always stay in the past. And promises are meant to be broken... ...Right? Warnings in the first chapter | #1 | #purging | #1 | #offense

Alexander just moved from the Caribbean to New York to live with his cousin after his mother died. An emotional wreck of a teenager he thinks he won't fit in or make friends because he's a weird kid, little does he know he's about to meet people who will shape his life forever. But not everything is innocence and fun, life is actually full of a lot of tragedy, but they were too young and blind to see...