What seems too good to be true, most likely is. And sooner or later this innocent Samoan girl will experience first hand what it means to love and be loved, to lie and be lied too aswel as the long awaited truth. What is really behind these Shades of Brown?... Cyber love or lust? To be or not to be? Only time will tell.. *Written in third person

Formerly known as 'His Saving Grace' Welcome to Western Sydney. Not the safest, not the happiest and not the best place to live. Rivalries between the innerwest and greaterwest gangs. Organised riots and brawls happening every month was something normal. Break ins, vandalism, domestic violence, racism, was expected. The pacific islanders where judged harshly, some of them even had the community fearing them. The government was corrupted, and the police had no intentions of protecting their community. So in a world like this, love was something that was ignored. Stepped on, spat at. The word was abused so many times and it got to the point where barely anyone knew what true, genuine love is. No body fell in love anymore. Everyone was looking for a good time, no one was serious. Did people fight for what they love anymore? Did anyone want to graduate school anymore? Or was life one long party for most people? So this is the story of Kaea and Treymaine. Love? Or loss? Is it worth it? To take the risk and fall entirely. ____ The first book of the 'If I ' series. All rights reserved, please do not post this story anywhere else without my approval / consent. Feel free to inbox me if you have any problems with this book. Enjoy

Fearless love is doing what's right for our loved ones no matter cost; Fearless love is how pop and Nena raised 11 children in the poorest part of Tonga; Fearless love is how mum and dad risked everything to settle into a new country like Australia; Fearless love is how my little brother went up against a local gang in the wake of my oldest brother's murder; Fearless love is what drove me to protect him- almost costing me my own life; Fearless love is how I eventually learnt to trust and lower my defences, all to say yes to LOVE. *** Copyright © 2015 by LadyNox. All rights reserved. No part of this document may be reproduced or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic, mechanical, photocopying, recording, or otherwise, without prior permission of @LadyNox. *** Photo Credit & Disclaimer on cover Art: Pacific Cultural Centre (I don't own it this Image)

Ledea Meretiana Kahlia is a 17 year old girl, who is addicted to fighting. A trouble maker since birth, she was known as. Always loosing her temper easily and getting into fights. One day, an injury she caused was so severe, she was sent to live with her Uncle & Aunty in the Kingdom of Tonga. Beginning a new chapter in life, she also meets some new people. Friends she got to know them as, but one stood out in particular, Him.

"May I have this dance with you for the rest of my life?" I accepted his hand as we slow danced in the middle of the street in our own little world. Twirling me about. Nathaniel stopped and looked at the kid's. Noah's eyes filled with worry and insecure. Nathaniel opened his arms out, the kid's running into his arms without hesitation. I wept silently as I watched the 3 of them hug. Nathaniel whispering assurances in Noah's ear. He swept them up into his arms and turned to me, inviting me into the fold. As we held our children we continued to slow dance our family into the promise of a bigger and better tomorrow.. - It Started with a Glance..that turned into a Touch.

"I don't want to dream about all the things we never were." He was my heaven on earth. My constant prayer I sent to God to open his eyes and see me. The real me, who has been beside him for 4 years fighting for us. The countless tears I had shed in those years from the many breakups, fights, and accusations thrown at me. The many storms we conquered to reach the other side. To reach our rainbow.

Do you ever want the best for the person that you love so badly that you're willing to accept if its without you? That their happiness means the entire world to you and you would sacrifice yourself and lose yourself just to make them happy? It didn't matter if you were unhappy as long as they never got to feel the same pain that you wake up with. That's how April feels. She would sell her soul just to see a smile on Rogers face as she watched from a distance, and saw him happy with a wife and kids. Sometimes when you lose the perfect love, you can never get it back again.

Elizabeth Carter had one final year left in high school. Her only goal was to complete it and disappear after graduation. Obviously plans never work out right? One slip in her plan and she's due to drown. How is Liz going to work through this? Secluded to hiding her existence and just floating through her last few weeks, why couldn't the plan have worked? How do you keep going when the worst thing has happened? ____ Book 2 in the 'If I' series

This is April Mateline Lea'aetoa's story. Younger sister of Jason Lea'aetoa and older sister of Christian Lea'aetoa. She lives with her mother and younger brother. April is a strong, independent and fearless young woman. One of the only girls who actually wants to make something of themselves and leave the place she calls home. A girl that doesn't follow the crowd nor will she lower her worth to satisfy these 'little' boys. A girl with a plan and nothing less. But like most people, love takes a turn for the worst and you find yourself in a completely different situation one day. She was in the backseat of Kaea & Liz's story and now its time she tells hers. What can April do? Will she fall?

17 year old Ria Tihore Lives with her grandmother & nephew. Never had time for boys, but when she met him, she found herself making time for him. Him wanting to be apart of her life, helping out with her nephew. Eventually, her life grew happier by the days.