Virgil hasn't been in the best place mentally for a while now. In the hopes of ending it all, he travels up to an ominous whirlpool. But what does he do when he finds someone else already waiting there? Trigger warnings: attempted suicide and mention of self harm. You have been warned. This story follows the song "My R" There are no specific ships, however you can infer things as you like. All lyrics are from the song. No art is mine. All characters belong to Thomas Sanders. Slow updates sorry!