The buddy systems turns out to be a lot more than she expected

Trixie has lived her life in misery and abuse, at home and in high school. The only thing keeping her alive is her group of friends. She's in love with her best friend and wants to show her feelings. Soon things go for the better, Trixie can be happy and so many different things happen, and hopefully Trixie and Katyas love will be strong forever...right?

Hi. This story is sad. And triggering. I'm not looking to glorify mental illnesses as I myself have many. And I'm not looking to trigger anyone so if you get triggered it's probably best to not read this. If after reading this book anyone needs help for anything you can message my snapchat (which is checked more often and username is in my bio) or message me on here. Please don't suffer in silence. I'm here to talk or just listen. Okay. Yolo. Let's go.

Katya has everything she could ever want for, except one thing. Love. (smut warning)

"dear trixie..." "i should've known from day one that it would end up like this. it was obvious. but something told me it would work out. that i'd somehow be your guardian angel. i guess i was wrong. i love you." "i love you too, but don't say that." "say what?" "katya zamolodchikova, you're the closest thing to an angel i ever had."

the very innocent trixie mattel finds love in an unexpected place after being bullied at her talent show.

It's my first book please don't kill me if it's bad

trixie is the local priest's daughter and katya is her next door neighbour. they have been best friends for over a decade but one three a.m. visit from katya changes everything. -- smut. lots of it.