A constraint dichotomy of real-life as "playing dead" versus the absolute manic chaos of mentally ill teenagers spiraling together as madness overtakes them both. Excerpt: "What're you looking at, Coke Zero?" Eleonora accused from across the street, watching as her words roused the black-haired teen out of his mindless daze. She didn't really care about the answer, and she didn't mind the absent staring. And he hadn't been staring at her, really. She was a curious object his eyes had landed on, but his mind was on another planet, never on her. He was brought back to earth by her playful statement, and Eleonora watched as his distant expression turned miserable and he muttered, "Bitch," before loudly pouring the plethora of empty soda cans into the recycling bin and slamming the top shut. A/N: This is, I guess, a Marianas Trench Fanfiction. It's my own story and I'd like to edit it to eventually rewrite it t get published as an original work, but for now, I guess this is a High School AU of sorts for Josh Ramsay and the members of Marianas Trench. Because this is being written with the idea of a novel and not just a fanfiction, It'll probably be close to 15 really long chapters. TW: Mentions of Blood and Vomit, Self-Harm, Drug Use and Addiction, and Strong Dissociative Imagery

What will happen when Mabel, a 17 year old girl dizzied by heroin and suicidal ideation, meets Josh, a 17 year old boy who simply wanted a fresh start? A god damn mess is what happens. God complexes, withdrawals, relapses, sexual discovery, and awkward laughter ensue as you follow their fuckups. **completed. started editing it but lets be honest I'll never finish** *****There are some triggers in the story including: Depression, Drugs, Self harm, and suicidal thoughts/actions. The drug use doesn't have continual trigger warnings as the story revolves around drugs. The rest I've tried to point our ahead of time. There may be more so feel free to ask questions before reading***** *mad thanks to @stillgotlegs for making my cover* Side note: the first few chapters are pretty bad but it kinda gets better #1 in josh ramsay #2 in marianas trench

Melody Martin is just another troubled teenager with a crush on the boy next door. Josh feels the same way about Melody, but he doesn't want anyone to know because it could bring down his highschool status. Will Josh let popularity control his life? What will happen when tragedy strikes? Will Melody finally get her happily ever after? Or will everything crash and burn? **WARNING: INCLUDES TALK OF SELF HARM, DEPRESSION & RAPE. COULD BE TRIGGERING**

Allison Hood was Sarah Ramsay's pen pal. So when she has the oppurtunity to visit Sarah for the year, she jumps the chance. Once in Vancouver, she meets Josh. Sarah's brother who's that trouble maker that Alli's parents would disapprove of- troublesome, irresponsible and a muscician.

I sensed the moment he entered my land. Despite my exhaustive efforts to prevent the humans from discovering our sacred world, he managed to find a way through. I could feel the power the young man held, and knew he needed to be eliminated as quickly as possible. I am Queen Carolina.