Meredith and Derek are facing one of the biggest struggles in their lives. They've been married for 18 years and while Zola is in college and they're dealing with two teenagers and this massive bump in the road. Will their marriage last but most importantly, will Meredith be okay?

Derek tells Meredith about him kissing Renee and she has to decide whether to take him back. After all of this time, he had broken his promise. "I stop talking and sit beside her. My arm reaches out to rub her back but I hesitate. How, in good conscience can I hold her? After everything I've done, I deserve to watch her cry." (smut warning)

Every secret eventually makes its way out of the darkness. Theirs wasn't any different. It had been six years and that reality still stung her chest. Ellen had vowed to stop thinking about him, about what happened, but there was something about an impending apocalypse that made you reflect on your choices. The world had gone quiet but her mind felt very loud. Memories of him suddenly haunting her. Feelings she had long put to rest finding a way into her heart. She wouldn't romanticize what they had. It was messy and complicated. In some ways their relationship had to be experienced to be understood. They fought hard, and they loved hard. They challenged each other. But most of all, Patrick made her feel alive. He set her heart on fire. To even her surprise, it was that very fire that was warming her heart in the midst of the worlds turmoil. Caught in the flashbacks of a life that was once her's, Ellen must choose to push forward in the life she had built without him or find her way back to the life they could have had.

Meredith and Derek are high school teachers and suddenly something changes in their lives

Meredith and Derek fight about dc but what happens when Derek's anger gets the best of him? Will the divorce and go their separate ways? Or will they work through their trauma? -A/N if you don't like my ideas dont read! This happens as my own start to s11 and I started it before we knew anything about the new season. More review=less wait time for updates

This is a fanfic about Meredith Grey's childhood was even worse. Where Thatcher stays, but drinks too much and harms Mer and Ellis. Ellis ends up getting Alzheimer's still and nobody has ever told Meredith they loved her. 10 years later she finally moves out of the house and jumped when she's on her way to her new job as a surgical intern. When she finally gets fixed up, she meets an amazing man who turns out to be her boss, but being her boss isn't the only problem she has... will she be able to trust him after what has happened to her? All character rights go to Shonda Rhimes in Shondaland :)

This is my version of the story of what happened Derek's death. It will be about Meredith's life after Derek and how she deals with such a big loss. His death will put her to the test of whether she is able to be bright and shiny or be dark and twisty. This is mainly a story about how she struggles and learn to life without Derek, her true love, and how she will move on how he would have wanted her to. There will be some differences to the actual storyline, though I will try to follow it as closely as possible except for a few story lines of my own that I would like to add in. Follow Meredith through a time of grief, loss, and struggles as she adapts to her new life, her life after her time with Derek. The timeline will jump around a little bit, though it will be for the most part in the same order, may change a few things about the beginning.

Meredith and Derek. Don't need to say much more do i?

"Like I said, disappearances happen. Pains go phantom. Blood stops running and people, people fade away. There's more I have to say, so much more, but... I've disappeared." ↠ Takes place during 3x16 onwards

Meredith Grey is a neurosurgery attending at Seattle Grace Mercy West hospital and when Dr Richard Webber retires he calls in Dr Derek Shepherd from New York and she realises she has a crush on her new chief of surgery and Derek realises he has a crush on one of his employees.