•AU Modern Lams• What did Alexander Hamilton really expect from joining a fraternity? Drunk guys, parties every night, lots of hook ups and one night stands- but maybe there's more than just that. Maybe there's a guy.... IT'S THE COLLEGE AU NO ONE ASKED FOR!! :) Starring fem! John ;) TW: Abusive relationship

Alexander and his wife, Elizabeth, decide to move to grow their family. Alex has a job under Jefferson Corporation, while Eliza is a stay-at-home mom. But Eliza has something she needs to tell him. t/w- there will be of the following: mental health, probably suicidal thoughts and/or actions, smut, underage stuff best- #1 lams wHAT THE HELL WHAT AND WHY- 3-30-19 #2 hamilton 3-30-19

Alexander Hamilton has not had an easy life. After his parents died, he bounced from foster home to foster home in Nevis, each one giving up on him and claiming that he was "too difficult to deal with." After being thrown out of his seventh foster home, he gets adopted by an American couple named George and Martha Washington. George and Martha are incredibly kind and willing to do anything for Alex, but Alex finds it difficult to trust them. He worries that they will become angry with him and throw him out the way the rest of his foster parents did. He finds himself growing more and more depressed and angry, and nothing the Washingtons do can make him feel better. Alex finds himself desparate for acceptance, and ends up in a tumultuous friendship with none other than John Laurens, a gay boy rebelling against his homophobic parents. Will the Washingtons give up on Alex, or will Alex finally learn to trust again.

Note: I don't know half of what I wrote here. It's cringy, it's old, and it's definitely NOT my best writing. But due to me going all like "oH iT's mY fIrsT fAnfIc! LeMme sAvE tHe mEmoRies", I chose not to take this down. This is not edited in most parts, so please, you have the right to turn around whenever you want to. --- Alexander Hamilton was taking a flight to America when a storm ahead had to make them land. As Alexander Hamilton boarded his plane from South Carolina to New York, he couldn't help but notice the beautiful eyes and freckles of a certain boy, John Laurens. They make a small talk before landing. Alex thought that chances are never that he would see him again. Boy, he was wrong. This would be your typical, (possibly stereotypical, my apologies) Lams fanfiction. :) ••• Fanfic status: Completed, Under Rewriting Started: March 27, 2020 Completed: October 17, 2020 Chapter count: 55 (including epilogue) Art: Drawn by author *cringe* Hotel: Trivago~ Quick Note: So, while editing, some chapters could get - how you say? - worse and cringier, as I think they are, than the one before. Also, this is not the best writing you will ever read :') 🌈 Highest Ranking 🌈 #1 in Lams - 9/25/2020 #2 in AlexanderHamilton - some point in life coz I forgot to take note #2 in jeffmads - 3/16/ 2021 ⚠️Trigger Warnings:⚠️ - Mentions of abuse - Mentions of self harm - Cutting - D e p r e s s i o n - A n g s t - FOURTH WALL BREAKING PLEASE, THE FOURTH WALL BUILDER HAS BEEN CALLED TOO MANY TIMES- Please don't read any chapters in which I have placed trigger warnings that you don't want to read. Feel free to message me and I'll try to give you my best summary. ••• Enjoy! :)

Why? That's the burning question in the back of John's mind. Why did Alex kill himself? John doesn't want to go into Alex's journal but that's the only way to solve it and find out why.

Alexander Hamilton was adopted into an orphanage when he was younger and now, 20 years old, works there. John Laurens was raised in a homophobic household and signs up for a stay-away job as a teacher at an orphanage... in New York. Both from unhappy pasts, these two find solace in each other and the community that the orphanage provides. Tension grows, feelings develop, and escaping their respective pasts becomes harder. Can they face their demons together and find the courage to tell each other how they feel? Fluffier than it sounds. Like, so fluffy. 40% fluff, 40% drama, 20% hurt/comfort. Side ships: Jeff/Mads is developing, boyf-riends is in the works, Kliensen, Marliza, and Zoelana make appearances. Sally and Peggy also are pining for each other. DRAMA. Trigger warnings: violence, abuse, gay slurs (censored), implied (past) rape, suicidal thoughts. Characters from: Lin? Hamilton? History? Dear Evan Hansen, Be More Chill, In The Heights.

**I AM FULLY AWARE THIS IS BAD, ITS FROM 2 YEARS AGO AND ALTHOUGH I WRITE MUCH BETTER IM NOT GONNA FIX IT** Alexander Hamilton is a homeless immigrant with very little chance of surviving. John Laurens is a rich South Carolinian with a kind heart. What happens when their worlds collide? ______ "Jesus fucking Christ" I yelped, my voice dry and sick. The moment I opened my mouth I could feel my lips burst from them constantly being dry. "Shit!" Someone yelled rushing to my aid. I rubbed my nose as tears burned the back of my eyes. "Are you okay," I opened my eyes to see the most gorgeous man to ever exist. His bright, hazel green, full of life eyes met my standard, brown, dead one's. His eyes widened, "woah," he said. #1 in Lams Started: September 5, 2019 Completed: September 5, 2020 "Why the fuck are y'all still reading this" -Me (April 8, 2021)

soul mate /ˈsōl ˌmāt/ noun: soulmate a person ideally suited to another as a close friend or romantic partner. ~•~•~•~ John Laurens and Alexander Hamilton are roommates at King's College, but there is one downside. They can't stand each other. To John, Alex is just a stuck up snobby smart kid who wants nothing to do with anyone. To Alex, John is just a rich boy with no problems and can't understand simple things. In a world where whatever you write on your arm appears on your soulmate's arm as well, however, they find they are not so different and have different feelings for each other. They just don't know they're each other's soulmates yet. When they find out will they put aside their differences? Or will they ignore it completely? Who's to say they'll even find out at all? ~•~•~•~ Highest Ranking: 1st in Lams/8K+ stories MATURE for strong language and mature themes. Please do not read if you are not mature enough for it. Side note: This has a little bit more profanity than my other book did. Disclaimer: All responses from me regarding the future of the story will be ominous. You have been warned. **Story will switch between John and Alex's POV each chapter Cover is a picture drawn and edited by me. I do NOT own any of the characters, these are all based off of Lin Manuel Miranda's amazing musical and history itself. TRIGGER WARNING for self harm mentioned. It is not in there a lot, but is mentioned. ALSO it's very angsty..You have been warned.