"Do I really deserve to be happy?" After everything that Chris has been through, he can't help but wonder if he deserves anything else but the pain and sadness he regularly endures. He has learned to accept what his life has come to, and to relish in the little happiness he is allowed. But can a newcomer show him that life can always change, that people can always heal, or will Chris be swallowed and drowned in his pit of despair. WARNING: BoyxBoy, minor triggering moments, please enjoy

Ellie was beautiful. Not just in appearance, but in personality too. She had everything you could want and desire: an adoring boyfriend, wonderful friends and a caring family. But underneath her extraordinary exterior, she was broken. My sister and I were always close. But there was something she wasn't telling me. I am Perrie Drew. This is the story of my sister's suicide.