i love you, i hate you

just a 𝑛𝑒𝑤 𝑔𝑖𝑟𝑙 who moved to new jersey. new state, new town, new school, new friends, new everything. but then comes across this boy who gives her mixed singles 𝑚𝑎𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑎 𝑝𝑜𝑙𝑖𝑏𝑖𝑜. what he is really feeling ?