"Kid you don't have to do this." I spin my head around, all the Avengers are behind me. It's like a photo... a perfect photo. Their stances match perfectly with the view and the sky. The golden hour light spills over the rooftop like a toppled glass of orange juice. "Friday told me where you are, your heart-rate. Peter, we can help." "No." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The story without the happy ending. TW: Suicide attempt Suicide Self-Harm Depression Anxiety Self hate. Begin the story at what Peter believed was the end of his life, and end it at what actually was. Playlist - https://open.spotify.com/playlist/20XExUeeR3ibOk9JwznFvA?si=2vbFglf7Sw-sH-mM5IyNzg ☹︎☻︎ All characters belong to Marvel Studios, I don't own any characters.

Four months after the Homecoming dance, Peter Parker's life is largely unchanged. Ned knows his secret now, and so does Aunt May, which means there are a few more rules and a few more consequences, but there's been radio silence from Tony Stark. Peter isn't really bitter; he knows the man is busy, and that his own work is hardly consequential, but still... it'd be nice to hear something. One day, he does. It isn't what he expects. It isn't what Tony expects, either. Both drawn together and pulled apart by past trauma, Tony and Peter attempt to navigate their now connected lives. New threats are faced while politics rage, and eventually words are the greatest threat of all. Words, and the ever-looming possibility of a real, actual future. Maybe, for Tony, all hope isn't lost. Maybe, for Peter, there's a whole new adventure looming before him; growing up. Because there's a question lurking within both men. A terrible, burning question, and the search for its answer will be the most important and terrifying quest either has ever attempted. "Who am I?" Please feel free to leave constructive criticism and kudos in the comments! **NO THIS IS NOT A STARKER FANFIC** The only bond between Tony and Peter here is father/son relationship (plus starker is just plain weird), so please don't be disappointed! Cover art is not mine, kudos to the artist, whoever you are!

(Please read the first two books of the series: Lacuna and Hysteria) Peter Parker's life has been hard. And now, with police on his tail and a life he can't rebuild, it's only getting harder. He's on the run, nowhere to live and a new villain on his tail. Sure, he has allies, but his enemies are multiplying faster than a Catholic rabbit. Eunoia seems so far away.

(Sequel to: lacuna || Peter Parker (Spider-Man: Homecoming) It was the war that triggered it. The panic, the attacks, the thoughts. A storm was brewing. A storm that would lead to the fight for his life and everyone he's ever loved. One that he's sure not to walk away from. But all he can do is wait. In hysteria. -=+=- hysteria hɪˈstɪərɪə/Submit noun 1. exaggerated or uncontrollable emotion or excitement. "the anti-Semitic hysteria of the 1890s" synonyms: frenzy, wildness, feverishness, irrationality; More 2. an old-fashioned term for a psychological disorder characterized by conversion of psychological stress into physical symptoms (somatization) or a change in self-awareness (such as a fugue state or selective amnesia).

"Because Mr Stark thought he would be fine. And so did Peter. Peter always ended up fine. Because he had made everyone worried - Aunt May, Ned, Michelle, even Liz. Because he was never good enough for Mr Stark. Because he never will be. And mostly, because he was scared. Because he wasn't alright. Because with every passing hour, minute, second, he was dying. And because Mr Stark had no idea. And neither did he." ... lacuna ləˈkjuːnə/Submit noun 1. an unfilled space; a gap.

PSA: DRUGS ARE BAD AND WILL RUIN YOUR LIFE Peter Parker is a normal 16 year old kid. Spends time with his friends, hates doing homework, and he's also Spiderman. But what if there's a deeper secret that he makes sure NOBODY knows about? One involving a spiraling addiction while keeping up his superhero act. *tw: depression, hard drug use, negative self talk*

After a traumatic experience at age 6, Peter Parker hasn't spoken a word. Most blame it on the fact that he witnessed his Uncle die in a horrible fire, this is only partly true. Now, almost 10 years later Peter is given the chance to finally speak, but will he take it? Or is the fear of his Aunt to much for him to take that chance? Either way, Tony Stark can tell something's not quite right about the "kind hearted" May Parker. (Don't get me wrong I love Aunt May! But I always wondered what if we put a little darkness in the character? That's where this AU was born. Peter's life as Spider-Man wasn't easy before and now with a manipulative and abusive guardian, things only get more complicated but he's still determined to listen to his uncles words: "With great power comes great responsibility) [Book 1 of The Broken Nor Series] [Book 2: Octo Callidus Debitum]

"Buck." You stopped him. He looked at you from across the room. He took his hand off the door knob and faced you still silent. He knew what you were thinking. "I can't." He began. "I need to be careful. I don't want to hu-" You groaned cutting him off. "You dont want to hurt me I get it. You won't hurt me Bucky. I know you won't. Ever. I trust you. You have to trust yourself. The only way you'll hurt me is if you leave. Or don't sleep with me." Your eyes widened,"In..in the bed I mean." You looked away and heard a small laugh. "As long as you behave." He teased walking over to you. "I will as long as you will." ----------- Penelope is an educated psychologist, when she crosses paths with Steve Rogers one night he has more than a few questions about mind control. He insists upon her help with a friend. Bucky Barnes. Bucky is a trained Hydra assassin. Hydra controlled his every move but now he's free and wants his mind back. He knows he needs help. Will Penelope help him after all he's done?

Accused with the murder of his own Aunt, Peter runs from the crime but also the Avengers facility and Mr. Stark. Although it felt like the best option, Peter is faced with pain, choices, mistakes and challenges he thought he'd never see. And he's sorry for all the hurt he's caused.

"Kid, there are some things we can't prevent. Death is one of them." Tony takes young Peter Parker under his care, after his Aunt is pulled off of life support. However, becoming a dad - and being a superhero - comes with many problems. 14# Marvel --> 30/11/18 11# Steve Rogers --> 04/12/18 6# Captain America --> 11/12/18 5# Irondad --> 22/12/18 2# May Parker --> 04/01/19 54# Sadness --> 12/01/19 38# Peter Parker -> 23/02/19