𝗢𝗡𝗚𝗢𝗜𝗡𝗚 | 𝗨𝗡𝗗𝗘𝗥 𝗥𝗘𝗩𝗜𝗦𝗜𝗢𝗡 | 𝗔𝗡𝗧𝗛𝗢𝗟𝗢𝗚𝗬 (𝗣𝗢𝗘𝗧𝗥𝗬) | 𝗧𝗥𝗔𝗚𝗜𝗖 My saddest feelings are expressed by my sweetest smile and music-making laughter. I'm in a lot of discomfort. Reading, on the other hand, is a scab. I was able to recover through writing. Writing allows me to make a fresh start, so I decided to write this anthology. I promise I'll just write down my emotions. My eyes watered as I stared up at the stars, thinking about my saddest feelings. I'll write down how I'm feeling at the moment. --- Depending on my feelings and emotions, I will post an update. This story will never come to a close. Unless I've hit the wattpad chapter limit. When I hit this book chapter's limit, I had to self-publish this book. I'd like to give credits to the resources I used.

𝗢𝗡𝗚𝗢𝗜𝗡𝗚 | 𝗧𝗘𝗘𝗡 𝗙𝗜𝗖𝗧𝗜𝗢𝗡 Trigger Warning: It will tackle mental illness and some suicide attempts. Feel free to butt out this novel if it is not your cup of tea. Epithymia, the ideal nation, had a very rare disorder exist. That disorder was not well-known by everyone and it is called Synaisthimatikí. You will experience terrible feelings for no apparent reason, which may lead to you harming yourself and others. People with Synaisthimatikí, to be particular, experience fear, anger, disgust, sadness, rage, annoyance, hatred, and stress all at the same moment, and they have no idea where it comes from. Unfortunately, Zky is one of the 0.5% of people who have Synaisthimatikí. Zkyella Colternia has been suffering from a rare disorder since the day she was born. Only a few persons with Epithymia can develop Synaisthimatikí since it's such a rare disorder (sinistimatiki). As a result of her condition, Zky's mental capacity is disrupted. These negative feelings/emotions are brought on by her condition and it has an effect on her mood. Zky's is an unlucky girl as she didn't realize that the life she was always praying for, wasn't really worth praying for. As she grew older, she would realize the true definition of pain. What would you do if you were Zky; that affiliated with Synaisthimatikí, who was living a lie, and having the worst time of her life? Do you want to take your own life or fight for your right to eíxist? --- Yours truly designed the cover for this book. The resources I used deserve full credits. DATE PUBLISHED: 10-05-20 DATE STARTED: 11-12-20 DATE FINISHED: --|--|--

(Patuloy na pinoproseso) 𝗢𝗡𝗚𝗢𝗜𝗡𝗚 | 𝗨𝗡𝗗𝗘𝗥 𝗥𝗘𝗩𝗜𝗦𝗜𝗢𝗡 | 𝗛𝗜𝗦𝗧𝗢𝗥𝗜𝗖𝗔𝗟/𝗥𝗢𝗠𝗔𝗡𝗖𝗘 Sa kasalukuyan, isang hindi ordinaryong pulseras ang naghahanap ng pusong liligaya sa hindi madaling paraan. Isang pusong liligaya lamang sa wasto at tradisyonal na paraan. Isang misyon ang mabubuo sa gitna ng isang digmaan - digmaan na tila nabaon na sa limot ng ilan sa kaniyang kasalukuyan. Isang misyon ang magiging bahagi ng kaniyang buhay - buhay na napuno ng galit at hinanakit na sanhi ng kaniyang pagmamahal sa hindi tamang oras, panahon, at tao. Galit, hinanakit, digmaan, buhay, at lahi. Makakaya mo bang mapaligiran ng mga lahing naging sanhi ng iyong galit at hinanakit? Makakaya mo bang makidigma sa lahing pilit mong iwasan? *** 🏅Best Historical Book under Muffins Readers' Choice 2020 🥈2nd Placer in Historical Fiction under Excelente Awards September Editions 🏆Champion in Historical fiction under TheCallaLilyAwards 🥈 Rank 2 in Historical fiction under Bitter Sweet Cafe Round 1 🏅 Best in Title and Blurb under The Tropical Book Awards 🥇1st Placer in Historical Fiction under The Top 5 Book Awards Season 3 🥉Rank 3 in Historical/Genfic (merge genres) under Bitter Sweet Cafe Round 2 🏆Champion in Historical Fiction under TT5BA Season 4 🥈2nd Runner Up in Historical Fiction under Warden Book Awards 2020 🥈 2nd Placer in Romance Fiction under Spotlight Book Awards 🥈2nd Runner Up in Historical Fiction under Rawr Book Awards 2020 🏅Best in Blurb under Rawr Book Awards 2020 🏅Best in Title in Historical Fiction under Midnight Book Awards 🏅Best in Book Cover in Historical Fiction under Midnight Book Awards 🏆Champion in Historical Fiction under Midnight Book Awards --- Cttro to the resources s/he used. Date Started: May 29, 2020 Date Finished: ---