One lesson I learned very early in life was to be cheerful, to be agreeable, to do as I was told and ask for nothing, and to never ever complain. Smile Maddie. Be happy Maddie. Don't make trouble and maybe they'll love you. I grew into an adult who took care of others and never expected that those I loved would take care of me in return. I gave and never asked, never expected, never demanded. Smile Maddie. Be happy Maddie. Don't make trouble and you'll find someone that will love you. And then one day, a Dragon walked into my workplace and turned my world upside down with a single wink. Having grown up watching his father treat his men like they were disposable, just meat bags to be fed into the grinder, Dragon was determined to be different when he became president of the Dragon's Inferno MC. He cares about his people. He takes care of them. He was upfront with me, taking care of his MC and those he considered to be his would always be his priority. And I agreed to that, I joined him in that mission, throwing myself into becoming the perfect old lady of the prez. Smile Maddie. Act happy Maddie. Take care of them and maybe they'll love you. Smile Maddie. Be happy Maddie. Don't complain and maybe he'll love you. I told myself I was independent. I was strong. And I didn't need my Dragon to take care of me. And I almost believed it. Almost. But now I'm watching him with her. I'm watching him comfort her. I'm watching him listen to her, support her, reassure her. I'm watching him take time from his day to check in with her. I'm watching him worry about her. I'm watching them become closer right in front of my eyes. I'm seeing every thoughtful gesture he does for her. And me? I'm not happy. I'm not smiling. I'm done being agreeable. Fuck not causing trouble. I'm about to set my Dragon's world on fire. And then I'm walking away. She can have him. For the first time in my life, I'm choosing myself.

A love story that happened accordingly।

I never thought I'd enter my 30's as a divorcee, yet here I am. We had the perfect love story. High school sweethearts. The kind of relationship our siblings idolized. My friends always told me how lucky I was to have such an amazing, attentive husband. But one day I received a message that would change everything. With that one message, a web of lies came undone and the future I had envisioned came crashing down.

This is a continuation of " If Only....I Could Forgive Myself . Can brings Sanem home from Chania to begin their fairy tale life together. They have forgiven each other and themselves, but others are destined to interfere and try to take back what was once theirs.

He is gone, Can is gone, and Sanem must learn to live his life without the one who had become the centre, the essence. Two souls hundreds of kilometres apart, lost but never forgotten, two hearts beating the same rhythm without having the courage to admit it.

What have Can and Sanem experienced in the year that their hearts have been apart? And now that fate has allowed their eyes to meet again and their souls to feel the strength of that unconditional love once more, how will they ever forgive each other? I am not a native speaker of English, I am Italian and I apologize for any translation errors.

Can is very disappointed and angry to find out that Sanem has sold her perfume to Fabbri, and is convinced that their relationship is over. Polen tries in every way to take advantage of the situation to come between the two of them and get her ex boyfriend back. Sanem is devastated and has to make drastic decisions in order to continue her life without him, she has to defend herself from so much pain, she has to get away from everything and everyone. Can will come to understand that he has acted too much when it is too late, Sanem has left Istanbul and nobody knows where she has gone. How can he remedy his mistake if he can't reach her to talk to her? It can't be over just like that, he has to do something, he has to ask her for another chance, another chance to love again.

This is a fanfiction story, about what could happen in Hercai, the amazing Turkish show. Please note, I don't own the characters nor the pictures, and these scenes are not related to the book, but I was inspired by its characters, created by the writers of Hercai Dizi. I only write about them and possible scenarios that could happen in the show! If you like the love story between Miran Aslanbey and Reyyan Sadoglu, enjoy the reading and let me know about your opinion!

I invite You to the world of Can Divit and his beloved Sanem Aydin. This tale is inspired by their everlasting and transcending love of episodes 1 throught 22... A journey along time with two souls in love with each other beyond words...

Sanem will find out that Can did not leave for the Balkans and Can will find out the truth behind the Fabri contract. Are they going to be able to work through their heartache and forgive each other.