تقبرني (To'oborni) Arabic word Meaning: You bury me; I love you so much that I want to die before you. Intepretation: This is a word used for that person who you love so much that you would rather die than be on this earth without them. Was formally called "Crying Blood, Bleeding Tears" I also changed the cover :) Zak (Skeppy) has trolled his best friend BadBoyHalo (Darryl) a lot of times already. Why would this time be any different? It turns out, EVERYTHING changes with just one troll. After a tragic event that leaves Zak in the hospital with serious injuries, Darryl struggles with the pain and regret he feels. Will everything turn out okay, or are happy endings just for fairy tales? {In progress} Started 6/21/20 Smut free. I DO NOT support smut especially when Skeppy said he wasn't comfortable with it. I am not trying pushing Skephalo onto them, and if they say they are not comfortable with fan fictions, I will delete this immediately:) -Warnings- -Violence -Blood -Suicidal mentions and self-harm -Depression -Anxiety Anyways, if you are sensitive to any of these things, I will mention when there is any of these coming up :) SORRY FOR MAKING THE DESCRIPTION SO LONG

❝𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦'𝘴 𝘵𝘸𝘰 𝘵𝘺𝘱𝘦𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘴𝘦𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘴: 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘪𝘯, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘥𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘰𝘶𝘵.❞ Book Two of The Lost Souls Series - Read Perception before continuing! ---------------------------- To earn happiness for yourself is to take another's away. George has learnt the cruel way of this world, but never how he wished to. Now he's stuck with the consequences of a freak accident, more blood on his hands he can't wash away, and more problems that he can't get rid of. A grieving soulmate, guilt-ridden and Lost. A leader, forced into action to fulfil a promise. A best friend, forced to pick between rival sides. A dangerous rival, seeking a new victim. And a seemingly innocent boy, with an innocent smile to hide the darkness behind it. Secrets to hide a dark past, the great deception to keep the greatest unknown. ---------------------------- Completed ✔️ No smut ✔️ Trigger warnings: Blood, heavy depictions of violence and injury, mentions of death, mild gore

[#1 in "skephalo" - 10/06/2019] [#1 in "minecraft" -02/06/2020] (cover is drawn by kokoacat on instagram) Zak, nicknamed Skeppy, is a popular baseball boy at North West High School. Darryl, nicknamed BadBoyHalo, is a nerdy senior at North West High School. All it takes is one moment for both of their lives to collide. ~ NO SMUT but skeppy is the sub in this story lol sorry for those who prefer him to be more of a dom

** previously known as, 'do you know what i'm seeing?' living in a world where your looks are ranked as numbers atop of your forehead, darryl finds it hard to survive without being thrown judgemental looks while peacefully walking down the sidewalk. faded in black ink was the number zero dreadfully scraped onto his soft face, broadly shining wherever he stood. he knew that in his society, he could never live up to any expectations, especially involving relationships. although, zak carder thought the complete opposite. 🏆 - #1 skephalo; february 1st 2020

HIATUS It's been three months since Darryl has been in contact with his former best friend and roommate, Zak. After disappearing without a trace, the entire world believed that the beloved YouTuber was dead, especially after a body that closely resembled his was found. But in Darryl's mind, he knows that Zak isn't dead. His best friend is still out there- he has to be- and Darryl is determined to uncover the truth, even if he doesn't like what he finds. Cover art by @Natonyy on Twitter

The zombie apocalypse has been going on for over a year now, with new and improved monsters showing up at every turn. Zak is a 19-year-old survivor who, until meeting Darryl, believed he was the last man standing. Darryl, a 24-year-old monster hunter, lives for the thrill of the chase. He never expected to meet Zak, an inexperienced kid during the apocalypse. Life is a game of survival now, will this dynamic duo make it? -cover art by @zoithart on twitter

❝𝘐𝘧 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘴 𝘮𝘦, 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘺 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘥 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘰.❞ ---------------------------- When two seemingly magical notebooks appear on the first day, Zak doesn't understand what's about to happen. Darryl can't understand why the notebook is meant for him, and what horrors it brings with it. Now the two are in a race against time, to save themselves and their lover before the Black Roses drag them both under. ---------------------------- Completed ✔️ No smut ✔️ Trigger warnings: Hanahaki disease (blood, vomiting), mild gore ʙᴇᴀᴜᴛɪꜰᴜʟ ᴄᴏᴠᴇʀ ʙʏ @ᴢᴠᴏʀᴛᴇxʜᴅ

❝𝘐𝘵'𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘶𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘧𝘳𝘢𝘪𝘥 𝘰𝘧, 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘳𝘦𝘱𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘯𝘹𝘪𝘰𝘶𝘴.❞ ---------------------------- Zak told himself that after the events of last summer, he'd never go near that house again. The school is a popularity contest he's had his fair time mixed up in. But when his secret is threatened, Zak is forced to take action to protect what he hates most. ---------------------------- Completed ✔️ No smut ✔️ Trigger warnings: blood, mild gore - some warnings unlisted for spoilers, proceed with caution ʙᴇᴀᴜᴛɪꜰᴜʟ ᴄᴏᴠᴇʀ ʙʏ @ʙʟᴀqɴᴛᴢ

Zak has always wondered about when he would be able to see the color of the sky, or the grass or even his mother's eyes. All his life, he's lived surrounded by shades of white, black and grey. He longed to see what the world around him truly looked like, and when that day would come. Darryl has become used to the bland world he lived in, no longer imagining what his hair color was, or the color of his dog's fur. Any mention of color in conversation made him completely close off and turn into an emotionless being. That is, until he saw the light blue sweatshirt in front of him. *Complete as of October 25, 2019*