I have to do this. No one will love you. I know. I know. Just give me some time. No, do it now before somebody stops you. But, what if it doesn't work. It will work. You've done it before. Okay, okay. On the count of three. 1-2- Now! Dallon suffers from bulimia. Brendon just wants to help him. Will the two of them f...
phan soulmate AU Everything drawn on your soulmates skin will appear on yours, and Dan, despite constantly having beautiful designs appearing on his arms, wants nothing to do with it.
FINISHED RE-CONSTRUCTION !!! mis·an·thro·py /məˈsanTHrəpē/ (n) - a dislike of humankind. - - - "Who could see inside the mind of a killer, anyway?" * * * Started: 8/3/2017 Finished: 10/22/2017 **Republished: 07/01/2022 {tw: blood/gore/death/character death/drug use/strong language/graphic sexual conten...
"Psychiatric hospitals, also known as mental hospitals and psychiatric wards ("psych" wards) when they are a sub-unit of a regular hospital, are hospitals or wards specializing in the treatment of serious mental disorders." •••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• "You know," he whispered, "this entire wor...
Ryan works at a LGBT support hotline. He isn't enthusiastic about it at all. Brendon is a closeted gay kid who has no one to talk to. What are the odds of their connection through their phone calls? TW// homophobic slurs ((maybe)) cover by @mi_cro_wave
"jesus christ, are you ever not an annoying prick." or where brendon meets his new neighbor, ryan, who always finds a way to annoy him highest ranks; #1 in joncer #2 in ryanross #2 in panicatthedisco #1 in ryden
Dan Howell has telekinesis - a power just like out of a comic book. Yet instead of protecting the universe as a brave superhero, he hides. He hides his power and himself, fearing nothing more than getting attached to somebody and dragging them down. Of course, Phil Lester, the new kid in school, just had to come waltz...
an au where if your soulmate gets hurt, you get hurt. "mind if i sit here?" "not really" "hi, i'm phil lester" "dan howell" 1st book !note that in this fanfic they're the same age! !TW for mentions of self harm!
"What if I was gay?" "I'd fuck you." //Phan I was 13 when I wrote this please feel free to read anything else I wrote down the line, babes.
Brendon urie, the classic trouble maker, ready for another boring year of school. Well, he thought it would be boring, but maybe a new teacher could give him a new perspective...
It's the lake in November, and the move closer to the ocean, and Gerard's fixation, and Gerard's compulsions like tidal waves dragging him down, and Mikey's more distant than ever: like they're drifting out into the middle of the ocean, whereas Gerard's just stuck there: water turning to quicksand around him, drowning...
in a world where your moods are visible above your head, displayed through pictures and icons, it's impossible to hide your true feelings. however dan howell seems to be lacking this. labelled as an emotionless freak, dan is outcasted because his moods are never visible. that is, until an endlessly happy boy named phi...
Author: repulsive_x on Livejournal. ALL CREDITS FOR THIS WONDERFUL STORY GO TO THIS AUTHOR! Rating: NC-17 POV: 1st, Brendon’s Summary: Brendon develops a little crush on the pastor’s son.
Frank can't handle talking to people without being struck with a panic attack. The only people he can talk to are his best friend, Mikey Way, and his mom. Ever since Frank was young, he's had a crush on Mikey's brother, Gerard, but his anxiety has kept him from ever doing anything about it. It seems, though, that he w...
Title: The Impossible Is Possible [1/30] Author: peopleexisting on LJ (ALL CREDITS TO THIS STORY GO TO THIS AUTHOR!) Rating: R/NC-17 (overall) Pairing: Ryden, some Joncer. POV: Third, Brendon’s. Summary: AU. Brendon switches high schools to get away from the pressures of bullying, but he finds that his new school...
ALL CREDITS GO TO "fullcollapse" on livejournal for this absolutely beautiful story. Mostly AU, high school age setting. With the help of his friends, Ryan has just learned how to like life. Brendon hasn't yet found such luck. This is a story about strong relationships, trust, not wanting to be alone, and holding hand...
(COMPLETED) since birth, everyone will have a red string tied to their ring finger. the red string leads to their soulmate. however, when dan howell was born, something was missing. he didn't have a red string. * highest rankings (updated 18 oct '18) #1 in amazingphil 20 oct '18 #2 in phanfic ••• A CHAPTER OF THIS...
Brendon and Ryan are both the 'perfect' child in their families. They play soccer, they get good grades, and have beautiful girlfriends-wait what? (COMPLETED)✔️
Phil Lester is sweet and cute; known for his kindness and enthusiasm. Dan Howell is a tough, cold outsider; known as the school's stereotypical 'bad boy'. But if he's so bad, then why on earth did he rescue Phil Lester and give him a smile which would melt anyone's heart?
I was put with a girl for seven months as an experiment; an experiment to see if time spent with a person of opposite gender will gradually make both sides fall in love. Nonsense, I say. But is it really? ||updated daily|| [cover by @Darkness_Phoenix]
[This story could be triggering: Self-harm, Anxiety, Suicidal Ideation] He was his anchor of sorts, he held him down when he felt like he was drifting away. But love can't fix you, it can only help you along the way. Frank Iero, unbelievably adorable but also unbelievably sad. When he meets the more outgoing artsy boy...
*'BEST PHANFICTION' WINNER (FANFICTION AWARDS 2018)* Daniel has anxiety and crumples paper to calm himself down. Phil has ADHD and diminishes hearts to bring himself up.
from june to august, a camp was held for teens ages 14 to 17. it was a camp created for aspiring musicians. it was divided into two, vocals and instruments. first fanfiction rip? trigger warnings***
Ryan is crazy and Brendon is crazy and no one really knows what's going on. Just what do we have control over, what shapes our perceptions and how real are our predicaments? Disclaimer: Abuse triggers, some drug use. This is also a work of pure fiction and the author makes no assimilation between her characters and li...
