TW: mentions abuse, depression and other things that could be triggering to some people. Slurs are used in regards to gay people, so keep that in mind. Lams fanfic: John is a Starbucks barista who meets Alex and falls in love with him, but struggles to accept himself. Between years of bullying and abuse, John is sceptical and believes no one will ever love him This is my first big writing piece, so please be nice! *this may not fit in with canon or other fanfics. These characters are what I need right now, so for reference in both fics, John is my mental state, Laff is who I wish I were, and Herc is me as a personality.

An alternative ending where Eiji saves Ash at the last minute before bleeding out. Since he's powerless in a wheelchair he has help, of course.

Will Oikawa ever find true love, or not. Trigger warning: SELF HARM

^^What the title says Will contain ·Fluff ·Angst ·Smut I love this ship

Oikawa confesses. Iwa's response is not the one he wanted... But Oikawa is not going to let his love reject him. Just wondering...how do you make someone gay?