Two people. Different fears. Different lives. One lived through a life where everything felt like it was crumbling at the seams and felt like a constant sense of paranoia and anxiousness surrounding her. The other lived a good life. Surrounded by good friends that motivate him to be the best. He created many fans that love him and would have a crush on the man in front of the camera just by playing video games. They both had twists and on their road, both chasing after them. Someone wanting love but in the wrong ways. After she struggles with her life with an abusive boyfriend, the boy picks her up and saves her from the darkness she lives in. With her shield up, protecting her from the pain that love has caused her, he falls for her. He hids it from her until life gets too complicated. But lives get damaged, feelings get revealed and the perfect life gets destroyed from the choices he made. "I wanted to die. I wanted to feel the air dry my tears as my balance on the ledge became lost in the speed of everything rush past me in a colorful blur. I wanted the darkness to consume me like you found me the day we met." warning : does mention suicide, abuse, drinking, and talk of sexual content. read with caution.

Simon's life seems perfect until a mystery girl floods the scene. No cos I promise you I was on drugs at 14 writing this book

Chloe Alexander gets a job as the day to day manager of DJ Martin Garrix. One thing - they used to be friends as children in Amsterdam. Chloe remembers this, but Martin has no idea who she is. Does Chloe keep their past a secret, or does Martin find out who she really is? And what happens to their relationship? Will they grow closer, or just keep growing apart?

Having it all is easy, but for Nina, it was absolute hell. When tragedy strikes in her life, she doesn't know what to do or how to cope with it. She was losing herself day by day without even realizing it. That was, until she met him. He helped her find herself again... but at the same time, he was toxic and haunting. Two things that no one needs in their life. * Martin Garrix AU.//Completely fiction.//Will include mature scenes without warning.//NOT TRANSLATING.