At a young age of eighteen, New was living the life of a teenage boy diagnosed with pancreatic cancer. With his life hanging by a thread, he realized that it was too short to be spent on memories that will only result in melancholy, and so he chose to live a life brimming with joy and contentment. He keeps with him a notebook that has all the things he wants to do before dying, and looks forward to cheking them off one by one. But on a bus ride to school on a normal day, he crosses paths with Tawan, a teenage boy who bears the weight of the world. And while his life is not bound to end by a terminal illness, he wishes to cease existing more than anyone else. When a boy wanting to make the most out of his life meets another who wishes to cease existing, will a lasting relationship ever bloom?

This FF begins with marriage of #taynew with each other, since, they live in 🌞🗿Polcaland 🦈🐨, an imaginary city in Bangkok where gender doesn't matter. (This is my first time trying my hands on fanfiction. Please let me know if I should continue with this, grammatical errors, or anything..that'll motivate me as well as help me improve. Thank you and happy reading Polcas!❤️💙)

Based on some of TayNew true facts 😛💙 About two best friend who always taking care of each other but always bickering 🙊💙 Hope you guys enjoy my 3rd fanfic 💙 Please don't mind me if there is any mistake on spelling or grammar 🙈💙

Tay is the playboy with rude character he is a senior 3rd year student in the university.... New is the freshman who joined to that university... They happened to become a roommate in student housing/apartment... This is my 2nd fanfic 💙 Kindly ignore if there is any grammar mistakes as English is not my native language 💙 Hope you enjoy reading 💙 Thank you 😘💙

In wich New leaves thailand to study in the united states when he was 10 with his mom after his parents got divorced, leaving behind his bestfriend/crush Tay without even saying goodbye. 8 years later, he is coming back to thailand to study at NSOA and finish his acting major. Will Tay still be his friend, has he already forgotten about him?. Or will they just continue being 'BestFriends'. Main Couple: TayNew Side Couples: OffGun and PoddEarth. Warnings: Smut, kinks and 18+ words. Started: 1/1/2019 Finished: 11/2/2019 -- Notes -- There will not be angst in this story, since i don't know how and i also don't like it. [maybe i'll add a little bit idk] there will be updates 3 days a week (normally tuesday, thursday and saturday). I still get confused with thailand costumes like P', Nong, etc. So i will not use them. Also i'll like to point out that you can skip the smut chapters if you want to. Much love and Happy reading 😘🤗 (There is a spanish version available called Amor Olvidado)