d. fyodor x reader x o.dazai | You had been destined to die from the beginning. Through you does she slip, like sunlight through a sieve, settling onto the ruins of future human relationships, thereby destroying any chance of existence. Dead before birth. Despite the throbbing cancer of this unhealthy dependence, it wasn't wrong; it just was. That time, when Mother passes away, she births you a second you: An Ability. What cannot be changed can, and should, be broken. This is why she has decided on breaking you from the inside.