Leave me once - may be forgiven. Break me twice - you may regret it. Make me love you again - shame on you.

The world truly seems to be against Louis Tomlinson. After leaving one direction his life seemed to go to shit. Any thing that could go wrong has. At least he still has Harry but how long until the world rips Louis' love away? Trigger warnings for this book: eating disorders, self harm, mentions of rape, mentions of suicidal thoughts Strong language used If you find any of this concerning this book may either not be for you or read at your own pace. Messages are always open : )

Where Louis is a model and Harry a fanboy...

Louis and Harry were childhood friends. From the moment they met on the bus in kindergarten, it was clear that they would be close. What happens when Harry starts having unexpected feelings for Louis?

"One hundred and sixty eight." "What?" "One hundred and sixty eight hours." "What's that?" "That's all the time I need to get you to fall in love with me."

Louis and Harry get into a fight and stop talking but when One Direction gets a death threat they are forced to hide away out in the middle of nowhere. On top of that Louis begins to develop feelings for Harry too. Will they be able to maintain thier friendship or will it crash along with the band?

"Cause I'm tried of feeling alone."

Harry Styles isn't who he says he is. When he moves to the middle of nowhere Massachusetts, his new neighbors Louis and Liam quickly grow suspicious. News travels fast in a small town and sometimes disguises aren't enough. What if the very place Harry came to to escape his past is the very place he ends up discovering it? Or the one where... Harry moves in next door to Louis and Liam. Harry is shy. Lou is flamboyant. And the two together? Well, they're a match made in heaven. *Zayn + Niall are in the story too* Triggers: PTSD, trauma, alcoholism, kidnapping, hostages, loss, eating disorders, body dysmorphia But at the same time there is also a lot of fluff.... sooo...

Dear Diary, There's nothing wrong with loving another boy, right? I'm not any different from the others. I'm still the boy who was born on February 1st. I just happen to be in love with the boy born on December 24th. But since I do, it limits what I can do. There's many things they won't let Louis and I do together anymore. Some of it I don't understand at all. I can't stand it. Just let me love. Love, H .xx copyrιgнт © 2013 lιndѕayιѕтнecraιc. all rιgнтѕ reѕerved.

"I've been wanting to kiss you all day, but I can't because I fucked everything up. Please Louis, give me one more chance." - Harry and Louis grew up together. They were always meant to be from a young age. But when Harry betrays Louis, it all comes crashing down. When Niall and Zayn convinces both boys to go to Australia with them for spring break, they're forced to interact for the first time in one heartbreaking month. ©larrywanks