Everyone is born with a timer on their wrist, counting down to the exact time they'll meet their soulmate. Connor Murphy doesn't believe in soulmates. Or rather, that he doesn't have one. At the beginning of the summer, something happened. His timer stopped. He didn't meet his soulmate. The timer broke. It stopped at 2 months, 1 day, 3 hours and 23 minutes. The same time Evan Hansen jumped. HIGHEST RANKS #1 in dearevanhansen - June 17th, 2021 #2 in treebros - June 17th, 2021 #27 in musicaltheatre - June 17th, 2021

Note: All my future Lams fics will be on my AO3 account (same name as this one). A collection of sad stories about Alexander Hamilton and John Laurens. I may write some one shots that aren't so depressing in the future, but for now it's just angst. *Cover art is by wubdoe on Tumblr

Sequel to Down // Treebros ·· Soulmates AU Michael Mell was adopted by two amazing, eccentric Dads at age 5. At age 7 he met a boy named Jeremy Heere. By age 10 he fell madly in love with him. When he reached high school, he tried to keep up a facade for his Dads; Mr Murphy and Mr Hansen. Not Mr Murphy-Hansen. How will he cope with his Aunts, Dads and Uncle Jared working at his school? How will he cope in the grayscale when Jeremy Heere walks out of his life? How will he cope when his life shatters before his very eyes.

Huge thanks to @Saphirdrache / @Zitronendrache for the amazing cover. I absolutely love it. The world was always black and white. You always felt empty. They would always promise you that there's someone for you. All you have to do is kiss them and the world will turn right side up... ...They pray that it will turn right side up. **TRIGGER WARNING** Suicide Self-harm Anxiety Panic Attacks Abuse And a whole lot more - I know I'm evil haha September 25th 2017 - December 11th 2017

❝𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙮𝙤𝙪'𝙧𝙚 𝙛𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙞𝙣 𝙖 𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙩 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚'𝙨 𝙣𝙤𝙗𝙤𝙙𝙮 𝙖𝙧𝙤𝙪𝙣𝙙❞ Evan Hansen finds himself immersed in an online stranger's poetic work. But when his poet posts a poem with danger laced in-between the lines, Evan falls into panic and reaches out before it's too late. Together, perhaps they can find a way to be a little less broken. ❝𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙞𝙨 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙗𝙤𝙙𝙮 𝙩𝙤 𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪❞ EVAN HANSEN + CONNOR MURPHY texting & connor's alive! au tw; mental illnesses, depression, anxiety, self-harm, abuse, drug abuse, & attempted suicide

CW; suicide attempt, homophobia, homophobic slurs, depression, anxiety, etc. This is basically just a super cheesy and mushy fanfic involving Connor and Evan from DEH. There might also be some Jared x Alana in here as well, but I haven't quite made up my mind yet. This is an AU where Connor never died when he tried to take his own life, so there won't be any death-angst. There will eventually be a suicide attempt by Connor for reasons I haven't figured out yet.