"I've never felt so vulnerable before and I'm just afraid that I'll lose the people I care about." "You've never told me that before," he whispered. "That's because I didn't have you before." Andy Delvaux has always tried to forget her past, but her past has never forgotten her... [Spencer Reid//Criminal Minds] "What we don't need in the midst of struggle is shame for being human." -Brene Brown

"You really got my hopes up, y'know..." - You were forced to go undercover as an up and coming Russian mobster. You had to change everything about yourself, your personality, your style, who you surrounded yourself with. You also had to say goodbye to the people you cared most about. What happens after you've been requested to return back to the BAU after months of being gone? How much of you has really changed?

You were kidnapped and taken away from your team, your family. All you needed to do was survive, your team would do the rest. Or would they? This started as an imagine scenario I made and I expanded it into a story. I hope you enjoy! <3

"where do we go from here? what are we?" "For once, I have no clue."

❝it's because open hearts are broken hearts. when i opened my heart, i got broke, so i was too scared to open my heart again but im fine to get broke again, as long as its you whos breaking it. ❞ ☆☆☆ When you first brought that doughnut to Spencer Reid, you were just apologizing for a mistake you made. Little did you know this would begin something unexpected. A simple doughnut led to the best love of your life, but also the worst heartbreak youve been through. But it's better to love and lose than not love at all, right? ☆☆☆ ◦ Loosely Set in Season 9 ◦ ☆COMPLETED ☆