Taeyong, the leader of NCT, never fails to record his voice diary everyday. But behind those diaries are encounters that he plans not to reveal to anyone other than himself. Unless, someone discovered it. . . . <WARNING> -mentions of self harm/depression/suicide -may contain m rated scenes 🔞 CREDITS TO ALL OWNERS OF THE PICTURES I USED IN THIS BOOK! | COMPLETED |

The members slowly start to notice a change in yoongi and he starts acting all "cold". The members wants to help but he turns them away. And they start acting cold to him back. But when they finally realize what's wrong will it be to late? would they ever truly understand? The pain he's going through? Or will they keep ignoring his cry's for help? "I wasn't born with all these scars..."

Yoongi x Bangtan Yoongi, He is the stereotypical lonely guy that you see in every school. Hoodie up, and sweatpants or something nerdy. You know that type of person in every school, right? Except underneath the facade, is a cold-hearted killing machine. Trained in the mafia since he was a child, he is a big league assassin BLA for short. Now what would the world's most feared assassin do for his social life? Trick question, he doesn't have one. In the day he is a loner, and in the night he is an unstoppable killing machine. He has to maintain his facade, yet all he had to do for the school's most popular, Bangtan, to notice him was to have his hoodie accidentally fall off from his head. In an attempt to remove Bangtan from not only their own problems but also his personal life, he just had to run into trouble along the way. How does Yoongi save not only his life falling apart, but Bangtan's life at the same time? Read to find out. *wink wonk* Probably contains: swearing, abuse, death, gore, adult rated scenes, and many more. (Hopefully I'm not accidentally copying anyone's work. If I am, I'm terribly sorry.)

AU FOR MCND Castle J x WIN Ages have been altered for some characters Main cast: Castle J & WIN Secondary Characters: BIC, HuiJun, MinJae, & Johnny Seo Tertiary Characters: Lee Taemin, YangYang, MJ, Choi Siwon & Nada

Jimin was bullied and new the high school in Seoul where he runs into the school fuck boy, Jeon Jungkook. But is this fuck boy hiding a big secret? ~~~~ The first 5 chapters are shit the writing style becomes decent around chapter 6 I swear ••°Warning°•• Attempts at writing about: -abuse -gay smut -depression -fluff -more gay things -sarcasm #939 in fanfic 12.28.17

[completed] Hyungwon put his phone down, and was now even more confused. "Uh.... What is it that you want exactly?" Wonho suddenly pushed Hyungwon down on the bed, crawling on top of him, and pinning both his wrists down on either side of his head. He leaned down closer to him, staring into the younger's eyes with an odd gleam in his own as he answered his question. "You." _________________________________________________________________________________ Hyungwon absolutely hated Wonho. Wonho absolutely hated Hyungwon. Despite circumstances, such as Hyungwon's older brother being Wonho's best friend, causing the school's famous playboy (Wonho), and the shyer simpler student (hyungwon), to constantly be in each others presence, these two above expressed statements were undoubtably true. The two could just simply never get along, but you don't have to get along to hook up with someone right? One night. One decision. A dozen complicated outcomes. This definitely was A Certain Kind of Hatred. _________________________________________________________________________________ [Mature content] {but also fluff} Book 1

They were flying above the clouds but everything changed the day kihyun decided to end it all. "I lost you in my mind"

They were part of the rebellion. He wanted to protect him, but he didn't know how. He wanted to be stronger but he didn't know how. Based of The Clan *COMPLETE*

''You remind me of the ocean..'' ''Is it because I'm deep and mysterious?'' he asks. ''No, because you're salty and scare the shit out of people'' ©2019-2020

"Yoongi stop making so many mistakes" That's isn't what Hoseok said but his brain sure made it sound like that "Just fucking stay in your studio and rot in there until you die" Isn't even close to what Namjoon has said but his depression infused brain twisted the leaders kind words into ones filed with hate and vennom Or During preparations for a comeback the other members forget that yoongi's still battling with his demons and sometimes let their stress and annoyance out on him, not realizing that he's close to his breaking point TW : - Graphic depiction of Self-Harm - Mental Health problems - Suicidal thoughts