Every secret eventually makes its way out of the darkness. Theirs wasn't any different. It had been six years and that reality still stung her chest. Ellen had vowed to stop thinking about him, about what happened, but there was something about an impending apocalypse that made you reflect on your choices. The world had gone quiet but her mind felt very loud. Memories of him suddenly haunting her. Feelings she had long put to rest finding a way into her heart. She wouldn't romanticize what they had. It was messy and complicated. In some ways their relationship had to be experienced to be understood. They fought hard, and they loved hard. They challenged each other. But most of all, Patrick made her feel alive. He set her heart on fire. To even her surprise, it was that very fire that was warming her heart in the midst of the worlds turmoil. Caught in the flashbacks of a life that was once her's, Ellen must choose to push forward in the life she had built without him or find her way back to the life they could have had.

What if Meredith and Derek had met under different circumstances? A fanfiction where Derek already has a teenage daughter from his previous marriage and Meredith isn't starting off as an intern.

Grey's Anatomy AU: A sequel to Something New. READ THAT BEFORE READING THIS. Survivor builds off of the plots in Something New, mainly Meredith-centric as she recovers from her abuse, but will include Derek, Cristina, and Alex's struggles with guilt and blame.

An unexpected phone call turns Meredith's life upside down. Involuntarily she returns to Seattle, leaving behind a life and a thriving career only to be caught up in the bureaucracy of having spent years abroad. Secretly trapped as an intern she tries to flip her life back around if only a dark-haired blue-eyed neurosurgeon would stop being so interested in her.

Set towards the end of filming season 6. As Ellen navigates being a first time mom and Patrick fights his feelings for her, what will happen when Chris isn't the father that Ellen thought he would be?

Grey's Anatomy AU: Special Agent Derek Shepherd from the FBI is shot in the line of duty and rushed to Grey-Sloan Memorial Hospital for emergency surgery to save his life. Meredith Grey, chief of general surgery happens to be the one operating on him. What happens when the two start falling for each other- until Meredith is taken by the very serial killer who shot Derek? WARNING: Contains graphic descriptions of violence and sensitive topics such as rape.

Meredith Grey moves from New York and becomes the new Chief of Surgery at Seattle Grace, snatching the post from under Dr.Derek Shepherd’s nose. Will she be able to work in the new not-so-friendly environment and possibly find love in the process?

On a quiet afternoon in early Summer, Patrick pondered what it would be like to see her again. He had spent the last seven years waking up next to Jillian but not a day went by when he didn't wonder. With each passing year being without her hurt a little less but on any given day he could still feel her if he allowed himself. He could smell her on his skin, hear her laugh. Working with her again could provide a setback that would be impossible to recover from. That was just considering his feelings. He couldn't imagine the kind of havoc this was going to wreak on his marriage. A knock at the door broke the silence of the house and the chaos of his thoughts. It was on this Summer afternoon in Maine that Patrick's life would be changed forever. Could a knock at the door send his life spinning down another path? Or would it simply right a wrong that had been done years ago?