Hinata is extremely depressed and the rest of the team doesn't know. Lately it's been getting a lot worse. He wears nothing but long sleeves to cover the scars from the pain he feels. Crying himself to sleep almost every night. But with newfound feelings towards a certain teammate, maybe... hes not destined to feel this way forever afterall. Maybe... someone can save him... before its too late. A/N DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN HAIKYUU!!

Hinata Shoyo is so incredibly damaged. The Karasuno Volleyball team is so incredibly uninformed. OC's and plot are mine, the rest isn't Please there are many sensitive topics in this book so please be sure you want to read it. {IN PROCESS OF BEING EDITED} Huge thanks to @Saallyi for helping edit! ::TRIGGER WARNING:: -depression -anxiety -eating disorders -abuse (physical & emotional) -rape/sexual assault of a minor

■ COMPLETED ■ Hinata wishes that everything was perfect. He wishes that everything would go on how he wants it to go. He wants to be happy and stay happy. He wants everything to go back to normal. He wishes that he just didn't see what he saw that day. He refuses to accept it but, he knows full well that it was true. He wishes for everything to go back on how it used to be. Laughs, smiles, hanging out, and sleepovers! but ... he knows.. he knows that that's not how it's supposed to go. i do not own any of Haikyuu!! or any of it's characters. cover was made by @noragami.yatto. ! ⚠⚠⚠WARNING ⚠⚠⚠ CONTAINS SELF-HARM, DEPRESSION, SUICIDE, AND IS NOT FOR THE FAINT OF HEART. VIEWER DISCRETION IS ADVISED. PLEASE READ AT YOUR OWN RISK !! ■ August 9, 2020 #16 on hinatashouyou ■ January 3, 2021 #115 on depressed