~Jean x Reader AU~ Book 1 of 3 *Began: Monday, July 9, 2018* *Finished: Friday, September 28, 2018* Y/N L/N is just one girl who desperately wants to live a life of quiet isolation. However, her attempts at a secluded life becomes threatened when outside forces works their way into her circle. What do these changes mean and how will they affect her? Read to find out! **NOTE: I do NOT own any of the media (pictures/photos/videos/music/etc.) or any characters (unless mentioned) in this book. All rights go to the original owners/creators. Also, please note that this book may contain mature content (violence, vulgar language, smut/lemon/fluff, possibly some triggering things, and other graphic themes). Please do not read if you are sensitive to any of the said material. Thank you.**

Haunted by a terrible childhood due to her cruel fate, y/n has been looking for the Spider since she was a child, since it helped her escape that nightmare. However, how will she find the person she most admires, Chrollo Lucilfer? Did she really escape that nightmare or is it just an illusion? ⚠️WARNINGS⚠️ ~ There are lemon chapters, so if it bothers you just skip the ones in which it is indicated in brackets (lemon). ~ The drawings are mine. I decided not to specify hair, skin or eye color and any other detail because it is an x ​​reader, you can identify yourself in the protagonist as you wish. Don't attack me if the girl's figure is slim, it's just a generic model to indicate a generic girl, so PLEASE don't tell me it's body shaming because it would have been the other way around too. You don't have to identify yourself in this body, I'm sorry in advance. ~ The Nen will be specified in the story, I had to choose it personally because it will be important later on and it has a moral and psychological meaning that I invite you to find. ~ I follow the plot of the anime throughout the story, but when I switch to the events of the manga the plot is no longer the same as you find, because I don't want to do spoilers and some changes are needed for the development of the story. ~ There are scenes of sexual abuse (not explicit) and murder, if it bothers you or you are very sensitive, do not read this fan fiction, because the scenes mentioned are fundamental for the unfolding of the story. ~ English is not my first language. Having said that, happy reading🌹✨