It takes a lot to be a Mistress, a domme and still be able to love after the days work. So I stopped loving. It became more than fun, a career, it became a way of life. It was my life. It was a chess board and I beat whoever dared claim to be my opponent. I became a perfectionist ... what I didn't expect was love to travel it's way back onto the board. Love is .. sporadic, unpredictable and such things cause mistakes... but I can't dare call her a mistake. Ava Greene ... was an example of lovable perfection.