You were comforting and quiet. How did love become so violent?

In a recent interview, tired and mentally drained, world renowned music artist, Billie Eilish recalls being "lost in the darkness" as she rose to fame. Although Billie is hesitant to admit it aloud, the soft-spoken Czech interviewer sees right through her and believes that period of her life never truly ended. Haven been quickly emotionally attached, Billie can't seem to stay away from the older woman and has yet to figure out why...

Rowan, a girl of a coy and passive nature, did not expect to be flung into someone else's life so abruptly- and graphically at that. It could have been anyone, but for a reason unknown to her, the universe chose her. The life she stepped into belonged to another girl, that to Rowan's dismay, was unaware of how prized of a possession she truly was. She did not value every breath she took or even the supple skin on her body. But her helpless soul was not to blame. Billie struggled with a list of issues doctors of all kinds were unable to diagnose. Everyday was a fight against her conscience and she feared, a day would come in which she would lose. In a way, the pair were star-crossed. Rowan knew the severity of Billie's situation and her undeniable inability to be helped, but still, she could never forgive herself if she had turned a blind eye and walked away after that single, dark and rainy night. She often questioned whether or not her actions were fueled by an honorable sense of selflessness or its much more complicated counterpart- selfishness.

In the midst of dealing with a plethora of things, ranging from something as serious as an eating disorder to AP physics, Leilani Carter is forced to introduce herself to Billie O'connell. Memories from her past has left Billie with permanent caution tape around her heart. The dark gray-haired girl tends to do her own thing, subconsciously isolating herself from the rest of the world. Despite countless efforts, no one has been able to figure her out and Billie likes it that way- That is, until she meets Leilani. The pair possessed undeniable chemistry that simply cannot be ignored no matter how hard they tried. Brought together by chance, they become, just two people, taking it one step at a time, trying to help the other heal...

Macy. The poster child of the youngest from a bible bashing Christian family. Devoted to Jesus and her church, Macy is as innocent as a baby lamb. A shelter child with an annoyingly large amount of positivity. With over protective parents she's never experienced... anything. However, when asked to repair the churches old piano that was vandalised by an enraged intruder she begins to learn there is more to life than devoting herself to a book just because she is told to.

The average person is led to believe college junior, Billie O'Connell lacks commitment, manners and even morals in some cases. The 21 year-old frequently tends to spend her time at parties, doing drugs of limited kind, or participating in hook-up culture. Her character is challenged one Monday morning at a cross walk, when a cane hits her leg. That cane just so happened to belong to Julia Morales, a younger woman currently learning to cope with losing her vision. Hesitant at first, Billie opens her heart and joins Julia in her journey. (G!P)

madigan is not a billie eilish fan, but her best friend drags her to one of her shows. billie notices her and invites her backstage. 🥇#1 in billieeilish

"your favorite patient is back." dedicated to peyton moonson, rest in paradise darling 🙏🏻

(COMPLETED) sequel to "7 days in limbo" - spoilers in description Mara and Billie, while on tour in Europe, learn a lot can go wrong in just 8 nights. Mara is having trouble with adjusting to life on the road. Meanwhile Billie struggles to understand her feelings and what they mean for her. Their relationship is put to the test when Mara gets dragged into a world of crime and secrecy. The nights that follow are hell for both of them. #bottombillie

(COMPLETED) Mara, intern at a venue in London, learns a lot can change in just 7 days. Mara is used to crossing paths with bands and musicians. What she is not used to however, is being involved in an accident with an artist after a show. Especially if that artist is Billie Eilish. Mara has been avoiding it all her life but by the end of the week she is forced to make a tough choice. #bottombillie achieved: #1 billieeilish #27 fanfiction #4 gxg #2 in wlw #1 in billie #1 in eilish #1 fanficromance #1 in limbo