Billie rises fast inside an unforgiving industry, her life expanding until there is no space left to be private. Fame does not save her. Every feeling is louder, everything more visible, every moment lived under watch. She learns how to perform strength while carrying a darkness she refuses to name, terrified that if she lets it surface, it will consume her. The world keeps asking for more of her, even as she is quietly unraveling. Nat remains behind, rooted in a place that never opens for her. Stripped of choice and opportunity, she clings to her creativity as proof that she still exists. Her life is small, quiet, and heavy. She survives by disappearing inward, haunted by the sense that something essential has already passed her by. Around her neck hangs a key, a symbol of what she has always believed she was waiting for, though she no longer knows what door it belongs to, or if it will ever open. Years later, when their lives intersect again, love does not arrive as salvation. It arrives as tension. As longing. As fear. Their connection becomes both refuge and risk, forcing them to confront the parts of themselves they've learned to hide. Together, there is desire, guilt, shame, and the terrifying realization that loving someone does not mean you know how to stay alive for them. TRIGGER WARNING🔐 heavy sexual themes various mentions of: sh, suicide ideation, truama, depression, etc. Slow burn, friends to lovers, gxg.

when arabella moves from the polished streets of london to a massachusetts public high school, she expects culture shock. she doesn't expect to be thrown into the glittering, chaotic world of the popular girls-riley, aubrey, lola, and tessa-where designer clothes, juicy rumors, and social survival are everything. caught between fitting in and staying true to herself, arabella's life changes the moment she meets billie: dark, magnetic, and impossible to ignore. billie is obsessed with arabella in a way that's thrilling and a little dangerous, pulling her into a world of smoke-filled band rehearsals, stolen glances, and whispered secrets. from y2k fashion to basement jam sessions, from flirtatious banter to moments that leave her heart pounding, arabella must navigate love, identity, and desire-all while figuring out who she really is in a world that wants her to be someone else. a messy, magnetic, and unforgettable story of first love, obsession, and self-discovery, a mixtape for a rich girl is a wild ride through teenage lust, heartache, and the intoxicating pull of someone you shouldn't want but can't resist.

Ellie is a freshly graduated art student working as an assistant to a high-end designer who treats her more like a personal servant than a creative mind. Between coffee runs and endless errands, Ellie feels stuck-until she's invited to an exclusive work party. Surrounded by glamorous designers and celebrities, Ellie takes a seat next to a girl in a baggy black t-shirt, loose trousers, and a bandana. The girl's casual look stands out in a room full of couture, leaving Ellie both intrigued and confused. Despite the unexpected first impression, the two hit it off instantly. As their friendship deepens, Ellie finds herself spending nearly every day with her new companion. Feelings begin to blossom, but Ellie soon discovers the truth-this mysterious girl, Billie, isn't just anyone. She's one of the most famous singers in the world. Thrown into Billie's high-profile life, Ellie must navigate their growing relationship while dealing with the pressures of fame and the spotlight. Can love survive when the whole world is watching? If they were meant to be, they would have been by now.

Juniper Hayes is seventeen, talented, and standing at the edge of a world she's only just been invited into. Joining the Hit Me Hard And Soft tour as a photographer feels unreal-until she meets Billie Eilish, older, guarded, and everything she shouldn't want. Billie knows the line. Juniper feels it, too. But attraction doesn't care about timing, and the closer they get, the harder it becomes to tell where restraint ends and desire begins.

After going on a podcast to promote her new album, billie eilish meets the outspoken and charismatic girl, zya quincy. the two become close friends, fast, and with that grows feelings. only past situationships and new relationships get in the way, forcing both girls to choose between friendship or love. lowercase intended. 🥇- billie

Nessa isn't used to being the center of anyone's focus. Billie isn't used to wanting something this bad. A story about guilt, fear and the slow return of steady hands.

Nailea Ramirez is a twenty one year old photographer, videographer, and producer whose life takes a turn when she unknowingly and unexpectedly runs into famous singer/songwriter Billie Eilish. Nailea befriends the singer along with her inner circle and brother, but is cautious of being in the public eye- something she never wanted. The multi talented girl is forced out of her comfort zone- having to face fans, paparazzi, and the media for the first time and is forced to make life altering decisions with an already planned move back to her hometown in Texas.

𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃'𝓉 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝒶𝓉 𝓂𝑒, 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝐼 𝓈𝑒𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝑔𝓇𝑒𝑒𝓃... Amidst the struggle of a blossoming career, Lacy Bardot gets offered the opportunity of a life time. However, unaware of how high the stakes would become, she finds herself trapped as she balances between professionalism and intoxicating cravings. ♡ Billie Eilish x female oc ♡

No plan. No home. Just a dream too painful to say out loud-until she met Billie. And everything got louder.