saudade /souˈdädə/ noun a nostalgic longing to be near again to something or someone that is distant, or that has been loved and then lost; the love that remains ============================== this is a sequel to "trouvaille" the description contains spoilers, so read "trouvaille" first :) ============================== three years after ending things with billie, ag is now working as a therapist. she's finally starting to get better. but she still thinks about what could've been. ============================== lowercase intended ============================== started: 5/6/2021 ended: 5/22/2021 ============================== achieved: ? #1 in #billieeilish 5/24/2022

tran•quil tranquil: free from disturbance; calm "you make me feel tranquil" she whispered while tracing small patterns on my arm. "i'm not trouble anymore" i told her quietly. "all this just for you jay" maybe they were soulmates... SEQUEL to 'trouble'

"you're trouble" i whispered. "at least you're having fun, right?" billie smirked while pulling me in. i looked into her icy blue eyes and nodded my head. "good"

[ other account was @DulcetDaydream, but I can't log in anymore, so CHAPTER 42 onwards will be written here ✨ ] • • • Accidentally posting your amazing cover to YouTube may just be the greatest accident you've ever done. You get to be known... All. Around. The world. You go to several interviews, and people notice how you are the exact opposite of fellow singer - Billie Eilish. You're practically the girliest girl to ever exist, and you LOVE to smile. And you're probably straight. Probably. That is until you get to know Billie a little more deeper. You see how she rarely smiles, and you wonder why. You two seem to get closer to each other, and people notice how you get Billie Eilish to smile a little bit more. Smile, Billie. • • • Hi. If you're HOMOPHOBIC, and hate GIRL X GIRL, please GET OUT right now. Thank you! Hi guys! Thank you for giving my story a shot ❤️ I just wanna tell you all that I want my stories to develop SLOWLY. I HATE rushing my stories. No. Just, no. So, if you HATE SLOW-PACED STORIES... that means if you're impatient, and you want them to KISS right in the FIRST CHAPTER... I suggest you not to read this. AGAIN, THIS IS A SLOW-PACED STORY, THANK YOU! Anyway, if you're cool with all that above, then enjoy! Happy reading! 💕✨ • • • 💫 r a n k i n g s 💫 #1 in billieeilish #1 in girlxgirl #1 in lesbian #1 in singing #1 in eilish #3 in billie • • • 🌻 STARTED: June 3, 2019

Accidentally posting your amazing cover to YouTube may just be the greatest accident you've ever done. You get to be known... All. Around. The world. You go to several interviews, and people notice how you are the exact opposite of fellow singer - Billie Eilish. You're practically the girliest girl to ever exist, and you LOVE to smile. And you're probably straight. Probably... That is until you get to know Billie a little more deeper. You see how she rarely smiles, and you wonder why. You two seem to get closer to each other, and people notice how you get Billie Eilish to smile a little bit more. Smile, Billie. • • • Hi. If you're HOMOPHOBIC and hate GIRL X GIRL, please GET OUT right now. Thank you! Hi guys! Thank you for giving my story a shot 💚 I just wanna tell you all that I want my stories to develop SLOWLY. I HATE rushing my stories. No. Just, no. So, if you HATE SLOW-PACED STORIES (that means if you're impatient, and you want them to KISS right in the FIRST CHAPTER) I suggest you not to read this. AGAIN, THIS IS A SLOW-PACED STORY, THANK YOU! Anyway, if you're cool with all that above, then enjoy! Happy reading! 💚✨ • • • 💫 r a n k i n g s : 💫 #1 in billieeilish #1 in girlxgirl #1 in lesbian #1 in singing #1 in eilish #3 in billie • • • 🌻 STARTED: June 3, 2019

"the name's billie." she said, her eyes glimmering.

↳ « can you stay over tonight? » ─ 𝗶𝗻 𝘄𝗵𝗶𝗰𝗵 a girl of 16 years has been through various types of trauma. She appears secretive, cold-hearted and is seemingly unapproachable until the day she unexpectedly bumps into a girl with cerulean hair, who supposedly doesn't fit into the right category of societal norms. The weeks proceed and the former tension dissipates when an unforeseen diagnosis throws the 16-year-old's family into great turmoil. Will she be able to cope with the situation with the help of Billie? Will she find enough trust in her to make veiled references about her critical past? And most importantly, how soon will they discern that their feelings could be more than just those of a regular friendship? 𝗶𝗹𝗼𝗺𝗶𝗹𝗼 - 𝗕𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗲 𝗘𝗶𝗹𝗶𝘀𝗵 gxg high school romance | trigger warnings mentioned in '000' achieved: #1 in teenissues 03/14/21 #1 in problematic 03/15/21 #1 in awareness 03/17/21 #2 in lesbian 05/21/21 #1 in lgbt 05/22/21 #1 in mental 08/29/22 #1 in illness 05/05/23 100k reads - 12/23/21 200k reads - 03/21/23 300k reads - 10/13/24

she was different. her blue eyes. her dimpled cheeks. her green and black hair. her tattoos, her nose piercing that glistened in the light. she didn't smile often, but when she did, it was mostly around me. she protected me, she understood me, she listened to me. she knew i was off limits, she knew i was still healing from my hurt in the past. she knew i was never attracted to somebody like her, but she never gave up. and neither did i. cover : @ukiy0h

when you smile for real, you make me smile FOR REAL. billie eilish x oc completed