•I want happiness. Friends. Love. A family. To be normal. To not have fucked up thoughts whenever I do something. •But sometimes. . . you don't always get what you want. . . •This story is very dark! It mentions of suicidal thought and actions. Rape and drug use. Abuse and tones of other fucked up shit. 🚫Read at your own risk🚫 •Suicide is not the way out. If you ever need help you can dm me or type in the comments and I will be there for you. 😘