Lilly is running away from an abusive home. She takes her first option to escape by joining a band called 'Cryptic Lights' on tour. What she expected to be a fun journey turns out to be the opposite, where her life is thrown around like a baseball, causing traumatic stress and emotional pain. All while falling in love with a member of the band named Harry. Should she just have stayed back at her terrible home and waited a few more months until she was 18 to leave legally... maybe it would have been easier then the journey of this sadistic love story. ALL RIGHTS RESERVED TO @lightsuphswms CONTAINS: Abuse/Self harm/Death/Sexual content/Drugs/Violence and crimes/Strong and vulgar language/Mental health issues Please read at your own risk. xx

I escaped my reality by reading fanfictions. They escaped their fanfictions to become my reality.

The truth is this, every monster you have met or will ever meet, was once a human being with a soul that was as soft and light as silk. Someone stole that will from their soul and turned them into this . So when you see a monster next, always remember this. Do not fear the thing before you. Fear the thing that created it instead. -Nikita Gill _______________________________________________ Madison Bell is an agent, tasked with finding the new uprising Peppermint Killers, named from the peppermints they leave in their victims pockets. Going undercover she secretly snoops around for monsters that await in the dark. Only she soon realizes that she is not playing with a monster, rather she is playing with the devil himself. ________________________________________________ warnings: violence, sexuality, language, substance use (this is a dark harry fic) status: in progress

[COMPLETED] where she sat and ate her strawberries, while he smoked his cigarettes. -harry styles au -set in summer of 1998 -mentions rape, sexual assault, abuse, fighting, and suicide

"I know you have your own agenda, Harry, but you helped - that's what matters." - Hope meets a mysterious stranger in a bar, who takes her on a journey to discover shocking secrets about her family. As she struggles to adjust to her new reality and subsequently let go of her troubled past, the man who was once the embodiment of her worst nightmare becomes obsessed with saving her. - Despite what happens in the first chapter, there is a slow development of the romantic relationship between the main characters. The story contains elements of SPY fiction, which means that except for romance there's also a lot of action and mystery. If you're looking for a fanfic with actual plot, this is for you. Warning: mature content (graphic smut from chapter 20+); the story mentions triggering topics such as depression, physical abuse, addiction, suicide. - Highest rankings: - 5/3/2020 - #1 in hes - 11/4/2021 - #1 in harrystylesfanfic - 1/5/2020 - #3 in harryfanfiction - 30/01/2021 - #11 in spy - 19/9/2020 - #36 in agent - 25/8/2020 - #28 in anxiety disorder - 27/11/2020 - #23 in action-adventure - 10/12/2020 - #65 in styles - 15/04/2021 - #16 in harrystyles

[LOVE TRIANGLE] (lowercase intended) TW: this book may touch on realistic, raw subjects. (mental health, abuse, trauma, ed, drug use) and things that go on because of them, so i've placed some real life situations in hopes to raise awareness. i show these serious situations and the effects they have on the characters, as well as the healing process that show how things will get better. the characters aren't perfect and all have something they're able to overcome. this book will in no means ever "fantasize" mental illness, abuse, etc. know that you're not alone and that you are so so loved and appreciated. ------- "you can't have us both, y'know." harry said, looking over at timothée as he entered the stage. timothée rested a cigarette in between his lips, shielding the end with his hand as he brought his purple lighter to it, lighting it up before he inhaled. "i never said i wanted either of you." i answered, causing him to turn his head to his side as he slightly shook his head, a smile on his face. he stood leaning against the tall speaker between us so that we were face to face, the freshness of his gum filling the area around me as he let out a sigh. "you see jenny, now i have to put your name in a song." he said so low, the rasp of his voice taking over his tone. "and we were doing so well." he shook his head, slowly getting further away as he stood straight. once his back faced me timothée shot a glare in my direction, blowing out smoke as he touched his ear, looking me up and down before grabbing his guitar. he was wearing one of my earrings. ------- ghost writer jenny sierra explores her new life as the back up singer for the world's famous boyband "two", starring members harry styles and timothée chalamet. both are total opposites and want only one thing: her. watch her as she deals with the rise of fame, new friends and enemies, dark secrets of the industry, and the battle of choosing which member she loves the most. who will it be?

"Do you hear me, Styles? You get in, you get out. No screw-ups, no loose ends, and no witnesses." ***** Harry was a notorious assassin for one of the largest organized crime groups in the business. He abandoned almost every emotion except for anger at a young age after he was forced to learn that life wasn't always fair. Even though he is one of the most feared men in the world, it still wasn't enough for him. Nothing would be enough for him until he got the one thing that he desired most: revenge. Harry was used to everyone shaking in fear around him, and no one dared to talk back to him. That is until he met her. Tate. The spitfire girl who worked at one of the most popular restaurants in London. The girl who, even in the face of death, wouldn't hesitate to throw out a sarcastic remark. She was smart, she was brave, she was witty, and she was everything that Harry wasn't expecting. This is Witness... a story about vengeance, death, mystery, greed, and two people from opposite worlds, who know nothing about each other but whose entire futures depend on each other, they just don't know it yet. || MATURE AND EXPLICIT CONTENT, READ AT YOUR OWN RISK|| || ONGOING || HIGHEST RANKINGS: -#1 in hsau -#1 in hs -#1 in adrenaline -#1 in gangharry -#1 in assassin -#5 in mafiaharry -#11 in slowburn -#12 in harryedwardstyles -#38 in styles -#41 in niallhoran -#43 in onedirection -#53 in suspense -#65 in fighting -#89 in fiction -#93 in gangs #115 in harry -#116 in darkharry -#123 in drama -#174 in mafia -#218 in harrystyles -#664 in love

Rose does not like Harry. And Harry does not like Rose. But perhaps the threat of a ruthless brain and a shady corporate conspiracy could change for them. or, at least, could make a stash of Snickers. He was like the moon-- a part of him was always hidden

"So what do we do?" "We can work something out. There's just one problem... We can't let your brother find out." ❁ Available now to order! Link in bio!