The instinct not to breathe underwater is so strong that it overcomes the agony of running out of air. No matter how desperate you are, you won't inhale until you're on the verge of losing consciounsness. Sirius knew that. He stood there, staring down to the black, cold water and pondering, would it be easier just to jump. He was on the edge, not just of the quay but of his own mind and sanity. The fall wouldn't kill him. The waves would. ... This is a Remus x Sirius Hogwarts years fanfiction I started writing a while back, in wich Sirius struggles with depression and suicidal thoughts. Remus tries his best to be there for his best friend, but his state of mind isn't the healthiest either. Contains triggering stuff, please don't read if you know you can't put up with stuff like ABUSE, SUICIDE, strong language or VIOLENCE. Also, all of this is based on the characters of the Harry Potter series. The cover picture is from tumblr and I added the name of this fic on it, so I do not own it. All of this is written by me, partly based on some of the events from my own life and suicidal thoughts I've had a long time ago, so please don't copy the storyline as it's partly very personal. Hope you'll like it

"Everything we say stays in this room no matter what. That means you have to tell me some stuff too." "Alright. Deal." I say while offering my hand to shake. "This is just like bloody first year" he mumbles before taking my hand. "Yes, except this time, I agree." I smirk as I send the other Slytherin a playful glare. Summary: Pov Harry and Draco fall in love with plot Painfully inconsistent updates Disclaimer:I do not own Harry Potter or anything in the universe (obviously) and I don't own any of the art and credit will be giving to the creators. I also do not own any text posts, and credit is either given or I could not find the creator. If you would like your work taken down, just message me and it will be taken care of immediately. Cover art is by Alek.dar on Ig.