(WARNING: This fic deals with heavy themes such as depression, mental illness, self harm, and suicide. Reader's discretion is advised.) Shinji Ikari is at his breaking point. He's never felt emptier in his entire life. Going through life is a chore, piloting the EVA is draining, and he can't seem to get along with any...
Asuka Langley Soryu and Shinji Ikari grew on each other during the aftermath of Angelic Battles. An "almost" erotic novel. I don't own anything. Just a great fan. Credits to the artist of this art cover. It's awesome.
Shinjis father is never around, and his mother is too busy at work for him. He doesn't have many friends, and he doesn't do much. His sister Rei is always in her room unless at school and she keeps to herself unless she needs something or is worried about Shinji. He just doesn't know what to do anymore. This is the s...
His skin was of snow, eyes red as Lilin blood.His touch-a cold touch of the reaper himself-was his punishment. As the god of Winter himself, he brought everything-life to its last breath. Everything he could ever admire, everything humans and life itself grew would slowly die off, the relic inside him bloomed as month...
"What are you wishing for, Shinji?" Kaworu asks, his voice soft yet...tired. "What is that you want?" What is it that you wish for? Shinji stays quiet, staring at the sky above. The moon was nothing like how he imagined it to be when he woke up. The ocean-if you could call it that- smelled like blood. He could almost...
14 year old Shinji ikari struggles with depression and anxiety, but all of that changes when he meets the 5th children, Kaorwu Nagisa who shows him he is worthy of affection AU: i rlly love this ship so i thought id write fanfiction of them, but please know ive not quite wrapped my mind around neon genesis evangelion...
Kaworu has had enough of how Gendo has been treating his lover lately, so he decides to give Shinji an important lesson of his worth, through snuggles and kisses by the fire!
Shinji is struggling to understand the meaning of home and Kaworu is just there. --- [contents: kawoshin (ofc lol), verbal abuse??] {AU!modernkawoshin} ☆ ☆
Everybody finds happiness, in the end. Shinji and Kaworu meet again in a world where no angels need to be fought or evas to be piloted and everything seems perfect until Kaworu finds out that Shinji suffers from heart failure. As they both struggle to find happiness, Shinji tries out different treatments until only t...
In a dystopian world scientists have created a drug that can temporarily kill you. After they give this drug to "volunteers" with special machines they can monitor them in the afterlife in their effort to answer humanity's number one mystery: What comes after death. Though experiments keep failing with the volunteers...
Shinji has been struggling lately. Things seem hopeless, but Kaworu takes care of him and makes sure he knows he doesn't need to face things alone. [Hurt/Comfort] [Fluff] [Angst] [Asuka is a bully] [TW] -Mentions of scars -Talk of suicide
Shinji has noticed that his father doesn't seem to acknowledge his own sons existence. He instead finds out that his dad is Taking a liking to his friend Rei. Shinji comes to the conclusion that His father dislikes him because of his gender, and Shinji wants to change that.