"I love you, I knew it the minute I met you. I'm sorry it took so long for me to catch up, I just got stuck."

After Derek's death Amelia has been struggling to cope, in this book she will go through drug relapse, alcohol relapse, self harm, suicidal thoughts (along with possible suicide attempts), eating disorder and other mental health issues while her family and friends fight to help her. Please take this as a trigger warning about what will be covered in this book.

Although they seem the most unlikely of companions, Meredith Grey and Addison Montgomery will find that they harbor the same dark secrets and that they have both been scarred deeply by their mothers. As they head off to Westover Boarding School in Middlebury, Connecticut, love, lies, passion and the struggle to find oneself abound. Will they be able to save each other from themselves? *TRIGGER WARNING * Includes graphic descriptions of self harm, suicidal ideation, and disordered eating behaviors. Please do not read if these topics will negatively affect you in anyway. I want all the best for you--- stay safe!

After coming out as Bi to her Mother Meredith was kicked out of her house at 18. She then attended College and Med school, Meredith was accepted into Seattle Grace for an internship. She took an interest in PEDS Becuase she never got much of a childhood so she wanted to let children live their lives. Meredith then met the head of PEDS Arizona Robbins. What will happen next? Keep reading to find out. CHARACTERS BELONG TO SHONDA RHIMES.

After the death of Ryan Kerrigan, Amelia Shepherd decided to get sober, and eventually found out she was pregnant with a baby girl. After getting sober she moved back to Seattle, Washington with her daughter Charlotte. Flash forward 15 years later, and Amelia falls in love with the cute pediatric attending at work, but Amelia isn't sure if shes comfortable with her sexuality. Her daughter doesn't know her crush. Could she keep it a secret? Would Charlotte accept her mother?

Slow Burn Merzona story it takes place season 13 onward. After Callie moves to New York and Derek Dies, Meredith and Arizona realize they have more in common then they thought. They quickly hit it off and become friends. What happens when one of them gets a crush? Will it turn to more.....

Today is your first day at Seattle Grace Mercy West Hospital and you couldn't be more nervous. Everything in your life has led up to this moment. From grade school, to college, to med school, and now SGMW Hospital. Your parents always encouraged you to pursue your dreams and when being a surgeon was the one, they were beyond excited. Each wanting you on their own specialty. Your mother, Addison Forbes Montgomery is the double board certified OB/GYN and Neonatal Surgeon. While your father, Mark Sloan, the Plastics God, wanted nothing more than an addition to his Plastics Posse. Personally you weren't set on a specialty yet, but loved Peds, General, Plastics, and Neuro. Here's to your first day and many more with dozens of ups and downs. (Originally on Tiktok @magic.smile.robbins) (The parts in chapter title correspond to Tiktok)

What if Derek never died in 11x21 He is trying to protect his family from the president and only way to do it is too die He comes back 3 years later and explains everything to Meredith Lexie is not dead All Characters expect Mr.St-Pierre are Shonda Rhimes and ABC's Story rankings #665 meredithgrey #440 merder #150 greysanatomy #42 derekshepherd

Addison calls Meredith to bail her out of County Jail, and Meredith does. OR: In Which Meredith puts Addison in handcuffs. After Addison's divorce; before Meredith dates Derek again. Lesbian Sex/Smut. Phone Sex. PWP. Very Kinky. Power & Light BDSM. MerAdd. Meddison. Rated E. FOR VERY EXPLICIT. If you don't like that, take care of yourself and don't read, no hard feelings. Or stop.

Before she was Jo Wilson, she had a whole other life. After escaping an abusive relationship, she's made a beautiful life with Alex. They've been happily married for 3 months, with no complications. What Alex doesn't know about the decision she made 7 years ago: the decision to give up her and Paul's daughter. When she ends up a patient at the hospital, Jo sees a chance to undo her mistake, now that they're safe from Paul. But will her daughter accept her as a mother after all these years? * * * I do not own Greys Anatomy or any of its characters other than the original characters and storyline in this story. May contain spoilers. Takes place shortly after the season 14 finale.