i don't know what the hell this is i wrote it five years ago but it's about olivia benson and amanda rollins and i think there's a chapter about chloroform because i was ✨freaky✨ but yeah have fun

Can a friendship turn to more?

Sequel to 'As You Are' ~ In which Meredith and Addison are now happily married while co-parenting their two daughters with Derek and Mark. And of course, chaos ensues.

"It's all in your mind" she says, looking up at the brunette with a wicked smile and a mischievous grin upon her face. "Your state of mind; it's what makes this so good for you. It's what makes you, crave me" ~ An AU in which Amelia Shepherd is desperate for money, so she turns to a domanatrix company for work, only to be entranced by the beautiful owner of the company, Arizona Robbins, Seattle's Finest Madam. A rated-M for graphic sexual content, Amezona fic.

In which Amelia Shepherd moves to Seattle to be closer to her best friend Addison, and her fiancée Meredith, she finds herself working at Seattle Grace alongside one Arizona Robbins.

In which Amelia needs a person, and Arizona becomes her person. ~ After the tragic death of her brother, Amelia Shepherd struggles with grief in a way she'd never experienced before. Arizona Robbins, however, knows exactly what she's going through.

Stereotypically, a man is always said to have an affair with his secretary. In all of the movies, it's always a secretary, or a work friend, or a woman met in a dark night club. But what the movies don't show, is the times when a wife meets her husbands secretary, and begins sleeping with her. ~ Addison married Derek when she was fresh out of university; married at twenty four, a doctor at twenty five, a Mother at thirty four. She'd been living the life she had always pictured herself having; a beautiful house in Suburban New York, a beautiful daughter, a handsome husband. While she was comfortable in her life, there is a thin line between comfortable and boring. When her husband hires a new secretary for his office who doubles as is personal assistant named Meredith Grey, Addison is greatly intrigued and really starts to question if her life is the one she wants to be living.

And it was in that moment precisely, at 12:32 pm on a Tuesday, that Meredith Grey decided not only that she was attracted to Addison Montgomery, but that her ass was the curve of everything. ~ Just a short one shot where Meredith discovers her attraction to Addison and some entertaining thoughts that go along with it.

"I haven't seen her since I came back; I heard they were engaged" nobody knew that Meredith and I had been whatever we were. Nobody knew, nobody would ever know, and it was almost heartbreaking to think that the world would be void of any trace of what we had. Because what we had was something beautiful. ~ In which Meredith and Addison have a steamy affair that turns into something beautiful.

It's been a year since the events of 'Brown sugar and lavender'. In this sequel, Addison and Meredith have to adjust to married life with their son and the hopes of another baby. Everything happens for a reason, and through Meredith and Addison's struggle, love, and loss, their love for one another never fades. ~ I looked at her, covered in icing with a paper party hat on her head, and I smiled. She loved Ben more than I'd ever seen someone love another person, and in turn, it made me love her more than I thought possible. Going to bed that night, exhausted but content, I was grateful for her warmth next to me. I didn't want this with anybody else.