The instinct not to breathe underwater is so strong that it overcomes the agony of running out of air. No matter how desperate you are, you won't inhale until you're on the verge of losing consciounsness. Sirius knew that. He stood there, staring down to the black, cold water and pondering, would it be easier just to jump. He was on the edge, not just of the quay but of his own mind and sanity. The fall wouldn't kill him. The waves would. ... This is a Remus x Sirius Hogwarts years fanfiction I started writing a while back, in wich Sirius struggles with depression and suicidal thoughts. Remus tries his best to be there for his best friend, but his state of mind isn't the healthiest either. Contains triggering stuff, please don't read if you know you can't put up with stuff like ABUSE, SUICIDE, strong language or VIOLENCE. Also, all of this is based on the characters of the Harry Potter series. The cover picture is from tumblr and I added the name of this fic on it, so I do not own it. All of this is written by me, partly based on some of the events from my own life and suicidal thoughts I've had a long time ago, so please don't copy the storyline as it's partly very personal. Hope you'll like it

THIS STORY DEALS WITH HOMOPHOBIA AND INCLUDES MATURE LANGUAGE SOMETIMES. RECOMMENDED READING AGE IS 16+! Regulus Arcturus Black was fifteen, when he started to see him in another light. James Fleamont Potter was seventeen, when Lily Evans wasn't his only interest anymore. ° ° {I don't know where I will be going with the story and if it will even come to more than a few short chapters. But I thought I give it a try.}

James Potter figuring out his sexulity... and falling in love with his best mates brother. The Harry Potter world and characters belongs to JK Rowling-but I do not like or support her.

"𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐞," 𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐝, "𝐢 𝐬𝐦𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐝 𝐝𝐢𝐨𝐫 𝐬𝐚𝐮𝐯𝐚𝐠𝐞." 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐝, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲 𝐢𝐭 𝐜𝐨𝐨𝐥. "𝐢'𝐦 𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐭𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐰𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐝𝐢𝐨𝐫 𝐬𝐚𝐮𝐯𝐚𝐠𝐞, 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐲," 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐝. "𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬, 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭." *completed* It was meant to be a harmless joke. When Pansy and Blaise replaced Potter's Amortentia vial with Draco's cologne to fuck with them both, that is. But they couldn't have imagined the enormity of the consequences their prank would have. toxic!draco corrupts sassy!harry, add a sprinkle of ecstasy addiction and a saviour complex to keep it spicy and there you have it. hopefully i'll have you begging for a redemption arc!

Draco has the perfect plan to get Harry Potter and challenges him to a game of Dare Chess. But is it love, or betrayal, he has in mind?

(Use to be called I Can Treat You Better!!! There was a name change) Harry finds Ginny his girlfriend cheating on him in the Astronomy tower.... but when he goes to his two best friends to comfort him only one takes his side and that's Ron. Hermione dumps Ron because he took Harry's side leaving Ron in despair and very upset. Harry believes all this is his fault and leaves in tears only to be seen by Mr. Malfoy who chooses to follow him. Will he torment Harry? Fight him? Or maybe comfort him? (You have to read it if you want to find out about the strawberry tea and how big of a change it makes for everyone)

BOOK ONE (years 1-8) Slytherin!Harry What would have happened if Harry Potter had accepted Draco Malfoy's friend request? Would things be different? Would Harry's attitude change? Is this description getting too long? Read and find out. Drarry: Yaoi (boyxboy) •warnings about extreme content will be posted All rights to J.K Rowling

COVER ART NOT MINE- Completed A wolfstar and Marauders fanfiction- Set in the marauders 6th year at Hogwarts. TRIGGER WARNING- SUICIDAL CHARACTERS AND SELF HARM

After fifth year the summer holidays had been confusing for Sirius and Remus both they started feeling weird and anxious about going back to school not knowing what was wrong with them selves until they saw each other on the train 🚂 back to Hogwarts. My first book

A final year of school. The Golden Trio has made a truce with the Slytherins and that quickly turns to a friendship. But Harry and Draco suddenly seem obsessed with each other. Draco refuses to sleep. Harry refuses to eat. What is happening to the two boys? (NOT FINISHED)