Skeppy suddenly starts having very strange thoughts towards his best friend BadBoyHalo. One night he coughs up a rose petal but doesn't remember swallowing a rose petal. After a few days he starts coughing up more rose petals but this time they're covered in... blood. -- Completed - July 3, 2020 -- Just an authors note that I'm writing months after this was published and this is that just be warned that this book is a bit awful when it comes to some things so yeah-

Zak lives in a rural, conservative area with his single, alcoholic father and he has insomnia and anxiety. Zak often sneaks out in the night to drive around and go to red hole, a popular hole in the creek to go swimming in. One night there, he finds a guy named Darryl.

Skeppy is in LA with Technoblade and his buddies but he feels alone. He moved to LA to escape the memories of Badboyhalo, but he still feels haunted by him. He sees Bad wherever he goes.

HIATUS It's been three months since Darryl has been in contact with his former best friend and roommate, Zak. After disappearing without a trace, the entire world believed that the beloved YouTuber was dead, especially after a body that closely resembled his was found. But in Darryl's mind, he knows that Zak isn't dead. His best friend is still out there- he has to be- and Darryl is determined to uncover the truth, even if he doesn't like what he finds. Cover art by @Natonyy on Twitter

Skeppy has anorexia binge/purge subtype. Skeppy is really skinny and suffering. Skeppy is also suicidal. He meets badboyhalo, and his whole world slowly starts to change. TW: Self Harm, Eating Disorders, and abuse.