Almost two years beside him is a hell. He's a baddest guy I've ever met. I love him but he doesn't love me. I am his wife but the way he treats me, it's like I am his shadow. Is there any reason to stay beside him? Do I need to shallow my pride just because I love him? What will happen if I sacrifice everything just to have him? It will worth? I guess I am living in a dark place where I am nothing but in a AUSTERE HAUL.