Two years beside him has been hell. He's the worst guy I've ever met. I love him, but he doesn't love me. I am his wife, but the way he treats me, it's like I am his shadow. Is there any reason to stay beside him? Do I need to swallow my pride just because I love him? What will happen if I sacrifice everything just to have him? Will it be worth it? I guess I am living in a dark place where I am nothing, in an "AUSTERE HAUL".