"We've been best friends for fourteen years. Did you really think I wouldn't notice? I can see it... in your eyes. Your smile never reaches your eyes." -- When Aspen Ace falls, he falls hard. It's a gradual descent that happens so naturally, Aspen doesn't even recognize anything's changed until he's already neck-deep in an unrequited love for his best friend, Rafe Alvarez. Nervous and insecure, Aspen brings this new revelation to the person he trusts most-his older brother, Alex. He doesn't expect to be met with unconditional acceptance, but the reaction he receives is nightmare fodder. Regret barely scratches the surface of Aspen's emotions when his brother decides to blackmail him, but with no other option, Aspen learns to survive. Aspen can deal with the abuse as long as Alex keeps his sexuality a secret. He'll just wait it out. Aspen will graduate high school with a baseball scholarship and get the hell out of his conservative hometown... if he can endure. But he can't, and Aspen's suddenly fighting not only his brother, but the all-consuming monster in his head.

Toby Wentworth's life is a clusterfuck. For a lot of reasons. And one of them just happens to be the fact that he is very gay, and also so far in the closet that he's practically in Narnia. But then there's this guy. This guy in his calculus class who winks at him. And suddenly, they're partners for a project. And Toby cannot stop thinking about him. Toby does his best to balance school, work, relationships, and the biggest secret he's ever kept as life goes on. He does, honestly. He tries so very hard. But things like drama, bizarre coincidences, and, of course, his crippling tendency to overthink have been making it difficult, and it's really not fair. But Toby just cannot stop thinking about that boy. And there are times when he wants to hate himself because of it. Sometimes, Toby's life sucks. He'll admit it. But as aggravating as the feeling of being just out of reach of a romance he desperately craves is, there's something... thrilling about it. Something that, no matter how many times he tries, cannot get him to stop this madness. He's in trouble. Absolutely. But maybe trouble can have its benefits. *** cover art by me! Final chapter upload: 5/7/21 Word count: ~65k

| Novel | Version 1 ~ Published early 2018 ~ Burdened with undeniable romantic feelings for his best friend, Greyson feels as if his life has become a typical tragic story of a one sided attraction. For the most part, he's right as his love story is both emotionally draining and convoluted for a lack of better words. But neither of the friends anticipated that things would quickly escalate after a drunken kiss. ________________________ "My fist stung with a burning pain as I stood over Ace's unconscious body. A bit stunned yet remorseless as a multitude of gawking eyes bore into me, I was numb. And sluggishly turning to meet Greyson's watery eyes, it was as if my mind had turned to a word stealing mush."

This story is complete ✅ 'I look at the back of the boy, sitting in front of me and his shining tousled hair. Before I can even realize what I'm doing, I reach up and bury my fingers in Em's locks. They're so much softer and smoother than I've imagined. I can't help but gently squeeze a handful. He's pressing his head into my palm, turning slowly to face me. My fingers slide, following his movement, over his ear and down his cheek. His skin is like velvet.' *** Sunny is a cute, vulnerable, Japanese boy who fled all the way to Europe in a desperate attempt to forget the pain. The gorgeous, proclaimed prince of the local campus is immediately attracted to his delicate charm. In uncharted waters, Sunny is stunned by the attention of the least expected person. When unusual circumstances bring them together, everything changes. Will The Dark Prince overshadow the rising sun or make it shine brighter? *** Thank you for stopping by and welcome! Get ready for love, strong feelings, some drama, secrets from the past and many steamy scenes. *** This is a bxb love story, including graphic intimate scenes. Those chapters are marked as XXX. Please read only if you are comfortable with the topic and of appropriate age. Best ranking: #1 in rockstar March 2023 #1 in passion June 2024 #1 in smitten Sept 2023 #1 in loveatfirstsight Jan 2023 #1 in fallingforthebadboy Dec 2022 #1 in tattoos Oct 2022 #1 in cute Dec 2022 #1 in sweet March 2022 #1 in shy Dec 2022 #1 in bxb May 2021 #2 in lgbtlove Oct 2021 #5 in lgbtfiction Nov 2021 #6 in completed Nov 2021 #7 in love August 2022 #7 in bxblove Nov 2021 #8 in malexmale May 2022 #9 in gaylove August 2022 #11 in manxman June 2022 #17 in mxm May 2022 #18 in trust Jan 2022 #24 in romance May 2022 #27 in lgbt May 2022 Enjoy! Disclaimer: All people and events are fictional. The images are stock photos, posed by models.

A handsome man, obsessed with computers, workout and books, clever, well known for his professional expertise, rich and impressive. David is all of that on his thirtieth birthday, but there's one more tiny detail. No one knows this except his best friend Sarah. His extreme anxiety and severe OCD has kept him home most of these years. The shield dome he's been hiding under, cultivating his perfect self, is suddenly too small. He is suffocating and feeling that life can give him more and it might get too late to experience it, if he doesn't break the glass walls. To do this, he needs a place where he can still feel safe and someone who can gain his trust. But what if that someone turns out to be nothing he expected. *** Welcome to my mxm story and thank you for joining the adventure! ❤❤❤ I hope you like it. *** This book depicts a mxm love story. It includes graphic intimate scenes. Those chapters will be marked as XXX. Please, read only if you are comfortable with the topic and of appropriate age. ! 18+ highly recommended! Best ranking: #1 in bxb Dec 2022 #1 in boyxboy Dec 2022 #1 in mxm Dec 2022 #1 in manxman Dec 2022 #1 in boyxboyromance March 2023 #1 in lgbtlove Dec 2022 #1 in passion Dec 2022 #1 in anxietydisorder Jan 2023 #2 in fallingforthebadboy August 2025 #2 in malexmale Dec 2022 #2 in eroticromance Nov 2022 #2 in fallinginloveagain Sept 2023 #9 in hotness August 2025 #9 in unexpected August 2023 #10 in mysterious June 2023 #10 in hotboys Dec 2022 #10 in gayromance August 2022 #10 in lgbtfiction March 2022 #14 in love March 2023 #15 in handsome Sept 2023 #18 in gaylove March 2022 #30 in lgbt Sept 2023 #47 in gay Feb 2022 *** Disclaimer: All pictures are used only to illustrate the book's content. They are stock photos posed by models. All people and events described in the story are fictional.

After a devastating tragedy shatters the renowned Romano crime family their fate weighs heavily on Don Leonardo Romano's only heir twenty-two year old Valentina. Determined to uphold the family's power Val will go to any means necessary even if it means selling her heart to the highest bidder. As the Romano family's most notorious hitman Matteo Costa knows the most depraved corners of New York's underground. So when Val arrives home after college he is confident she won't last long. The New York mafia would chew her up and eat her alive and yet... Serving as Valentina's personal guard Matteo realizes Val has grown into a beautiful, smart and cunning woman. He knows it won't be easy keeping the principessa safe especially when the Romano's rivals set their sights on her. But as their relationship grows Matteo realizes that his own desire might be the greatest threat to the Romano dynasty. Season 1 of The Hitman's Mark WARNING: This story contains depictions of violence that may be upsetting for some readers.

Put someone who is too good for you beside someone you want but can never have, spice things up with a relentless bully and a few suspicious personalities, then you get Oliver's first semester in Denberg University. Oliver Wilburn, a once sad case, learns to love and accept himself a lot more in the university with the help of his day one friends, and a handful of new friends he makes during his first few weeks in Denberg. Faced with a rich diversity of people, he opens his mind to the endless possibilities of a student's life. Casper Stenchrow, his bully from highschool, poses to be a hindrance to his transformation campaign when he finds out he attends the same university as him. Oliver is unknowingly caught up in a love pentagon with him as the centre of attraction, but he has his eyes on someone in particular. Whilst trying to avoid Casper, he finds himself developing feelings for one of his new friends, a straight one at that. Torn between letting himself fall deeper in love and the impending heartbreak, he snaps after an awfully long period of emotional struggles and confesses his feelings to his friend. His first semester is an odyssey filled with bad choices, rejection, and betrayal. Will Olly get a happy ending? He deserves a happy ending. Everyone does. WARNING⚠️ This book contains: -A few non-bleeped cuss words. -Offensive slurs. -Dirty, dirty jokes. -An appropriate amount of fluff. -Tear inducing elements (some chapters might make you cry). #27 in comingout #1 in Sivan #87 in gayromance #3 in Troye Sivan #36 in bromance #31 in lgbtlove •Previously named These Feelings•

'Slowly, he lets the smoke in his mouth accumulate into Cara's, his red wine and nicotine breath tainting the smaller boys, who lets out a gentle moan at the gesture, his arms hovering at Parker's hips.' The song slowly nears the end and Parker lets himself lean forward to the slow speed of the song before gently pressing his lips against Cara's forehead. The beats of the song slow into an end but the beats of his heart continue to hammer against his chest. Just between the duration of the song, Cara Levi had made his way into Parker Lei's heart and he hadn't even noticed it. Edgy and intimidating Parker and Center of Attention Cara had never been just friends, however they hadn't noticed it up until now. Through unusually long eye contact to drunken fantasies, they go from best friends with benefits to wholesome lovers with an envious relationship. However, as homophobic parents and flawless reputations find their way into their perpetual romance, will the two models in the making be able to remain together, or will their love come to a heart-wrecking end?

"Don't worry, I wouldn't touch you even if my life depended on it" he hisses angrily. I dare not move a single muscle, afraid that it will show how much the comment hurts. He tosses his bag onto the floor, making me flinch. With a growl he storms out of the room and slams the door, leaving me trembling and hurt. Elmer has always been unwanted by his mate. Cassian, or Scar as most know him, is a dark one. Stronger, wilder and more savage; the dark ones are feared by most. They are the stuff of legend and myth, most of all because they are known to be mateless. But not Cassian. By a curel whim of the moon he has been granted a mate, but their bond is nothing either of them wants.

"I just wanna feel something"