Agoraphobia (ag·o·ra·pho·bi·a) The extreme or irrational fear of crowded or enclosed public spaces. - He feels as though he's struggling to keep his head above water, tight panicked sensation in his chest, and it's hard to breathe for minutes at a time, long stretches where he's sure he's drowning on dry land. It's all too much.

And as they fell asleep, bodies wrapped around one another, Takemichi realized then that if the hero in every story had to have that one tragic flaw that led to his eventual downfall, his would-be Sano Manjiro

(This is a BL) To save his father's life and prove his worth Fa Ping takes his father's place and joins the army. This was a choice that would bring many difficulties and perhaps, even death. Fa Ping expected that, but what he didn't expect was to fall in love with his general Li Shang. That is Pings secret. A love forbidden and frowned upon. But general Li Shang might as well have, his own secrets... (This story is an incomplete fanfic I read a few days ago and it has become my favorite. I will of course credit the writer, (Madame Onyx). The story has almost the same name "Illusion" and you can find it on fanfiction.net in case you want to read the original. I wanted to upload this here so more people can find it, because it is so nice. All the credits for the story go to her, I only made the book cover and added the pictures. I will only continue from where she left of, if the ending is bad or she stops uploading, after I am done uploading all of her content. I may change some parts a little bit or add some things. I will also try to match her writing style, which I admire. Thanks again Madame Onyx for an amazing story.)

"Takemitchy is all mine... and anyone who gets in my way--" Mikey's eyes were far too intense, "Well, they'd wish they hadn't." "Manjirou?" Takemichi called from the couch and Mikey turned, face serene. Mikey was both in love and obsessed and Takemichi had never been safer. Takemichi is at the last of his rope. Can someone who understands him save him from drowning? TW: mentions/attempts of suicide, drug use, canon and non canon typical violence, explorations and graphic depictions of phobias, maybe sexual themes?

Okay so basically Takemichi is depressed because of what he saw, who could blame him tho. Takemichi can control how far in the past he wants to go, so he decides to save everyone for the millionth time Takemichi is sick because of the overuse of his power. If he does it a few more times he could die. Takemichi does not care, because his friends are more important to him. Hina is just his bff In case you're wondering what exactly Takemichi experienced... Mikey beating him to death Mikey shooting him Mikey shooting him again. Akkun car crash Akkun fall damage Hina car crash Hina car crash again Chifuyu gun Chifuyu betrayal🤦‍♀️ Draken death guilt Being shot by .kisaki x2 Being shot by izana Naoto dying Being called Shinichiro too much Baji stab Kazutora almost die Emma die Emma guilt Getting shot for Kaku-chan Getting shot for izana Izana die Kaku almost die Mistuya die Draken die Chifuyu die again. Mikey die in arm Suicidal thoughts Trauma Depression I added a few things because takemichi literally tried everything to save everyone

𝐀 𝐝𝐫𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐜 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐓𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐜𝐡𝐢'𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐨𝐫 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐫𝐧𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐟𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐨𝐰 𝐠𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫𝐬. 𝐇𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐨𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐓𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐢𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐝𝐮𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐢𝐭𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐝. 𝐓𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐜𝐡𝐢 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐬. 𝐇𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐢𝐭 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞 𝐡𝐢𝐦𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐮𝐧𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐩𝐥𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐚 𝐩𝐢𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐨𝐩𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧. 𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐮𝐥𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚 𝐬𝐧𝐢𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐮𝐧𝐮𝐬𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐯𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐜𝐥𝐮𝐝𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐮𝐧𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐮𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐟𝐮𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞, 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐨𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐧𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝 𝐮𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐝𝐨𝐰𝐧.

Hanagaki Takemichi Is a time leaper. And leaped through time time and time again to save his ex girlfriend and his friends. But again and again, he fails to save all of them and fails to save that one person that he had been harbouring feelings for. Again and again And Again And Again Yet every time he fails to save him . . . "OI MANJIROU, JUST SAY IT ONCE! JUST SAY 'PLEASE HELP ME' DAMMIT!" "And I'll definitely help you Manjioru" "Please help me... Takemitchy." . . . . And just like that, takemichi travels back in time again, but rather than 12 years, he came back to the very past, 2003, when he was 12 years old. The time before everything happened. Before Mikey had his dark impulsivity. (any art in the story does not belong to me unless i say so. Credits to whoever the artists are) NOT UPDATING ANYMORE (im sorry) ⚠️

Not long after Killua and Gon part ways, news of Gon's supposed death spreads around like a wildfire ablaze. An unspoken depression settles over the group of friends. With little contact towards one another, the three friends go their separate ways after Gon's funeral. It becomes abndantly clear to each of them that Gon was the backbone of the group, the glue, keeping ther paths together. ----- (Disclaimer)- There may be mentions of self harm, violence, and abuse. If you are uncomfortable with this, there's many, many other stories out there! Constructive criticism is appreciated, just please don't be rude about it aha. I am still, sort of, a new writer, as this is my second story being published. Enjoy. :) Started: June 4th, 2021 Finished: Updates will probably be whenever I get the time - school is really kicking my butt. Highest Ranking 5/15/22: #1 LeorioxKurapika ✨

Gon sat alone, legs dangling off the edge of a branch. It's...all gone. A tear rolled down his cheek, yet his face didn't show a single emotion. Everything he had ever known, had been ripped out from under him. Gon had shattered, and he was still trying to regather all the pieces. But they were scattered, and he couldn't find them all. Those were lost, and he'd never get them back again. Isn't it lovely, all alone. Heart made of glass a mind of stone. He didn't remember where he'd heard those words before, but they felt true. His mind was numb. His heart was shattered and pieced back together as best as he could but it was hollow, empty. What do I do now? He didn't know, his mind couldn't supply an answer. So he lay down on a comfortable tangle of branches, and closed his eyes. Hoping that just maybe, it was all a horrible, horrible, dream.

Gon sat alone, legs dangling off the edge of a branch. It's...all gone. A tear rolled down his cheek, yet his face didn't show a single emotion. Everything he had ever known, had been ripped out from under him. Gon had shattered, and he was still trying to regather all the pieces. But they were scattered, and he couldn't find them all. Those were lost, and he'd never get them back again. Isn't it lovely, all alone. Heart made of glass a mind of stone. He didn't remember where he'd heard those words before, but they felt true. His mind was numb, his heart was shattered. What do I do now? He didn't know, his mind couldn't supply an answer. So he lay down on a comfortable tangle of branches, and closed his eyes. Hoping that just maybe, it was all a horrible, horrible, dream.