hinata holds up a mask. but soon enough, his masks start crumbling. then everything started going downhill after an incident happened with his grandmother ⚠️WARNING: •abuse• self-harm• eating disorder(?)• attempted rape• suicide attempt•smut•

"Why does my heart race when I see you?"

Hinata Shoyo is so incredibly damaged. The Karasuno Volleyball team is so incredibly uninformed. OC's and plot are mine, the rest isn't Please there are many sensitive topics in this book so please be sure you want to read it. {IN PROCESS OF BEING EDITED} Huge thanks to @Saallyi for helping edit! ::TRIGGER WARNING:: -depression -anxiety -eating disorders -abuse (physical & emotional) -rape/sexual assault of a minor

So this is actually my first kagehina story ⚠WARNING⚠ BOY×BOY DON'T LIKE DON'T READ A sixteen year old boy named Hinata Shõyõ has been through much more than anyone could imagine. His mother and younger sister left him with his abusive father. He doesn't have it easy at school due to bullying, but he still pretends to be his happy-go self in front of his friends. What if one of them notices someting is wrong?

Hinata's going through a really tough time, but he'd rather not burden his team. The Karasuno Volleyball Team begin to worry anyways. And all at once, everything starts falling apart. !TRIGGER WARNINGS! Abuse, Cutting/Self-Harm, Panic Attacks, Anxiety Attacks, Depression, Suicidal Thoughts, Suicide Attempts, Rape, Sexual Harassment (other triggers will be added on as story progresses, if any more to be added) !TRIGGER WARNINGS! Disclaimer! Photo in cover page, as well as any other photo does not belong to me unless stated otherwise. **See End Announcement for Discontinuation Reason**

The art used for my cover does not belong to me and if you are the artist and do not want me to use it, please pm me. So yea, this is a yaoi book about Hinata and Kageyama from Haikyu. Go watch Haikyu, it's really nice. Anyway, this is not connected to the original Haikyu, although the junior high part is. Anything that happens in this book is in their first year, and it will not necessarily be the same as what happened in the anime and manga. So, it's about how the relationship between Hinata and Kageyama slowly built and how they got passed their obstacles as they went for competition and tournaments. Hope you like it, there maybe a tiny bit of smut, nothing too in depth since I have no idea how to write yaoi lemon. There will be those really cute moments that make you go 'OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG'. Word count: 41,028 #69 manga on 5th May 2020 😏😏😏

✧*｡✧*｡✧*｡✧*｡✧*｡✧*｡✧*｡✧*｡ ᗩs known, our bundle of sunshine Hinata gets a bit nervous before every match. Okay- very nervous. Major anxiety. But there's been a new change in Hinata's pre-match rituals; Hinata finds a moment now to grab Kageyama's clothing. After that signal, they move to a private location and they... Hug. This weird 'ritual' of theirs started about five months ago, around the time of the interhigh prelims. Hinata has began to loose his nerve before games, and the only way to calm him down is... ...to hear a heartbeat. Odd, perhaps. But there's something soothing about the rhythmic thumping, and wanting Hinata to be his best, Kageyama provides this comfort. But will feelings sprout from these intimate interactions? ✧*｡✧*｡✧*｡✧*｡✧*｡✧*｡✧*｡✧*｡ !ᑎOTIᑕE! This comic series does NOT belong to me, nor the characters! But I found this comic on Pinterest, and being in love with it I decided to post it here! Like I've seen many other people do. !ᗩᑎOTᕼEᖇ ᗯᗩᖇᑎIᑎG! This comic does contain some mature parts, but nothing /actually/ happens! I promise!