He always wondered what "love" is all about. He didn't care before because he thought that was something that he could live without right after experiencing the twisted kind of "love" from his dysfunctional family. But after meeting Gon, Y/N and his other friends, he started giving "love" a chance again. He started to realize that he can't always build a wall around himself forever as he is a human who also longs for companionship. •••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• ᴋɪʟʟᴜᴀ ᴢᴏʟᴅʏᴄᴋ sʜᴏʀᴛ sᴛᴏʀɪᴇs. ʜᴇ ɪs 𝟷𝟽 ʏʀs. ᴏʟᴅ ++ ɪɴ ᴛʜɪs ʙᴏᴏᴋ. ʙᴇ ᴡᴀʀɴᴇᴅ, ᴍᴏsᴛ ᴄʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀs ᴀʀᴇ ʟᴏɴɢ ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ 𝟸𝟶𝟶𝟶-𝟻𝟶𝟶𝟶 ᴡᴏʀᴅs. -',✎ ᴘʟᴏᴛs ᴍɪɢʜᴛ ᴄᴏɴᴛᴀɪɴ: ғʟᴜғғ, ᴀɴɢsᴛ, ʟᴇᴍᴏɴ/ʟɪᴍᴇ, ᴠɪᴏʟᴇɴᴄᴇ, ᴛʀᴀɢᴇᴅʏ ᴀɴᴅ ᴘʀᴏʙᴀʙʟʏ ᴏɴᴇs ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴍᴀᴋᴇs sᴇɴsᴇ. 𝘗𝘶𝘣𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘩𝘦𝘥: 𝘑𝘶𝘭𝘺 2, 2020 -',✎ ᴅɪsᴄʟᴀɪᴍᴇʀ: ɪ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴏᴡɴ ᴀɴʏ ʜxʜ ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀs ᴀɴᴅ ɪᴍᴀɢᴇs ᴜsᴇᴅ ɪɴ ᴛʜɪs ʙᴏᴏᴋ. -',✎ ʙᴏᴏᴋ ᴄᴏᴠᴇʀ ʙʏ: ᴄʜɪʏᴜʀᴏᴜ

❝ 𝐊𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐔𝐀 𝐙𝐎𝐋𝐃𝐘𝐂𝐊 ❞ ⁀ ─────── ✦ "I'm sorry there is so much pain in this story. I'm sorry it's in fragments, like a body caught in crossfire or pulled apart by force. But there is nothing I can do to change it. I've tried to put some of the good things in as well. Flowers, for instance, because where would we be without them?" Margaret Atwood ✦ ─────── ✿✿✿ Cover by @YungNightAce . Under revision and updating as of August 2025. Highest Rankings: #1 in hxh #1 in killuazoldyck #1 in killuaxoc #1 in hxhfanfiction #1 in gonfreecss #2 in kurapikakurta #4 in killua Started: 02/08/2020 Finished: -

「 If from this hill, you watch the sky while the sun is setting for 51 days, your love will be reciprocated. 」 In his eyes, you were merely an annoying childhood friend; who nags for snacks and his completed assignments to copy off from. A childish individual; someone who would drag him off somewhere she liked without even considering his opinion. A happy-go-lucky person; someone who would still be optimistic no matter how pessimistic her companions were. A pitiful girl; who would always end up heartbroken each time she got rejected. In your eyes, he was a conflicting guy; who somehow changes his personality all of a sudden, to strict and mad to annoying and mischievous, pranking you whenever he felt like it. A kind individual; always there to help you when you were in trouble. A hassle; sometimes holding you back, even if you knew you were too impulsive. A love interest; someone you had genuine feelings for. You knew--or rather, thought--he viewed you as a friend, and only as a friend. That much you knew. But at the very least, you wanted to tell him your feelings. And if you were allowed to be selfish, you hoped he'd reciprocate your feelings. So why not give this a shot? previous cover by: @izayoix