When the young male by the name of Tomura Shigaraki goes rogue from his league into unknown outside choices, one of his sidekicks decides to spy on him in attempt to uncover what has had him so caught up in work not of his own, worried. Would things ever be the same? OwO Warnings! Depression triggers Drug mentions Angst Slight gore Possible smut...030 Not really a warning but fluff will occur!~

**story contains manga spoilers** deep inside, he wishes that his life wasn't so somber, so colorless.

This is a tomura dabi story! Dabi was a guy that hated affection. He hated anything close to that due to his childhood. He hated holding hands, he hated kissing, he even hated touching someone. He's never experienced true love or hell, he never even had a friendly type of affection. What'll happen when Shigaraki, his 'boss', try to show him this affection? Or, what happens when he gets attached finally but shot goes completely downhill and he starts to panic and realize he isn't good as a human being? Mentions of depression Suicide Smut Fluff Good shit!

Villians don't have heaters. They have Dabi. (i guess it's mature cos there is swearing, also this takes place the winter after the usj attack and before the attack on the pussycats)