"Why do you like the rain so much?" "It reminds me that I'm still alive." (Luke Hemmings Fanfiction) Copyright to Ashley Royer. All things written by Ashley Royer unless otherwise stated. Not affiliated with 5 Seconds of Summer or any other characters mentioned. THIS IS NOT THE FULL BOOK. The full book is published with changed names and can be bought wherever books are sold. AVAILABLE NOW WHEREVER BOOKS ARE SOLD. The published version has added chapters and everything has been edited.

book TWO (READ BOOK ONE FIRST IF YOU HAVE NOT) I will fully admit this is a diary. There is no way I will fight it.I'm here to talk about my feelings, my thoughts, my crushes..And I'm totally okay with it. I have no shame at all.I'm okay with the fact that the cover is a bright purple with curly letters that read 'diary' I'm also okay with the fact that it lights up when you press a button.Its pretty god damn cool. But what has been lurking in my mind recently is a boy. a certain curly headed boy..I'm sure you know him, he knows the diary world quite well.. Matter of fact- I've read his diary. I only know a bit though, he hates my ex Amanda, he hates me, but adores me at the same time, hes highly afraid of michael clifford for some unknown reason... Oh, and, he'd do anything to date me. Fabulous..

5 Seconds of Summer & One Direction -crossover- Multiple Ships. warnings: triggering. anorexia, self-harm, depression, bullying, swearing. Disclaimer: I do not own anyone in this story. ~ "Want an oreo?" Who knew one sentence could change someone's life so much?

Luke Hemmings and Ashton Irwin were two completely different boys. Not only social wise but in many other ways. Let's start. Let's start with Luke. Luke lives in Australia with both of his parents. He is an only child and have a pretty easy life. His father is the headmaster of his high school. How cool? But it's not because his father is the headmaster that the lad like school, on the opposite, he hates it more than anything. Luke doesn't care about school and grades, he wants to sing. And to sing, you need a voice, nothing else. Barely a month after the school started, due to an incident at school, the last one is forced to sign up to the school's exchange project. Let's talk about Ashton now. They younger boy lives in England with his mother and younger siblings. His mother own a flower shop and he loves to help her with both her clients and family wise. Ashton work hard at school and loves to get good grades. He doesn't have a tons of friends but he is graceful to anything he have. Ashton also loves new experiences so he decided to sign up to his school's exchange project to learn about someone else's culture and life style. What will happen when both boys - one forcefully did but it doens't matter, right? - sighed up to an exchange project?

Luke has been in love with Ashton Irwin ever since he first laid eyes on him the day he joined the band. But to Ashton, Luke is his band member and best friend, nothing more. Nobody knows that Luke is gay, not even Calum or Michael, and he plans on keeping it that way.

What happens when one boy shatters everything you thought you knew about yourself? "I don't like boys. But I like you. Does that make sense?" "No." "Good."

Luke hasn’t been up to anything lately. He eats very rarely and he doesn’t get much sleep. Ashton notices his boyfriend and decides to check on him.

Ashton and Luke are polar opposites. Ashton's gay and Luke is a homophobe. They're put together for a project and they go to Lukes house. Luke learns more about Ashton. Will he change his mind about Ashton and fall for him?

book ONE This isn't a diary. It's a journal. Only girls do "Diarys". I'm a boy so technically its a journal. Does the name "Journal" go with a book that has a pink cover with purple fuzz lining it? I mean, I could easily cross out the curly words that light up when you press a button that read 'Diary'. All I have to say is thanks Calum for picking me out such a fantastic journal.