"I hope you realize you made the worst f**king decision of your life." She could feel his cold icy blue eyes piercing through her soul. "I didn't ask for this..." tears threatened to fall from her eyes, her lips quivering in fear. His grip on both her wrists become tighter as he slams them hard against the wall, trapping her petite body in-between the wall and his body, "You'll never have a place in my life, let alone my heart, do you understand?" She winces from the pain from her wrists. He slams her arms against the wall again. He leans in close enough to the point where their lips are only inches apart, "I said, do you f**king understand, foolish girl?" His voice rises as he clenches his jaw in an impatient manner. She nods in hopes that he'll let go. And just like that, he lets go of her as she falls to the floor in utter defeat. What have I done... she asks herself. **Full Summary Inside** Cover by: Me, Myself, and I!

COMPLETED ✔️✔️ ** "10 years! You have been lying to me for 10 whole years. Every single thing about you was a lie. How could you think I'd listen to anything you have to say now." She paused, lips quivering. "I'll never know if anything you say is a lie or not." Naima cried out. Tawfiq had nothing to say to justify his mistake but he just wanted to explain everything to her. To make her understand him and why he did what he did. Why he hid the truth. There was only one thing left to do. If she wouldn't listen to him then he would have to give her the one thing that would explain everything on it's own. ** "I'm tired. I just want everything to stop. I want you to be here... with me." Naima said over the phone. "You know it's impossible. At least for now. For your safety and mine. Have faith. Okay? We'll see each other soon." The person on the other side replied. "But... But..." Naima tried to explain but was cut off. "I love you, Naima but I have to go. Bye." The line went dead. ** After ten years, Tawfiq's biggest secret has been revealed. A battle for forgiveness and to make a firm stand with his final decision. Ayisha won't rest till she gets her way and Naima might never forgive him. But there are still secrets in the dark. Past lovers and relationships you never thought were possible. The sorrow. The happiness. The deaths. All because of an unbreakable bond between two different people. Naima hides a secret. What makes her secret different from Tawfiq's? Even after all the secrets are EXPOSED, some will still remain HIDDEN. A novel that will break your heart into two, cry and smile at once. This is the story of Tawfiq and Naima. The battle for a final stand. [This can't be read as a stand alone. Hidden must be read first] Book 2 of The Secret Series Started: DECEMBER 2018 Ended: APRIL 2019

COMPLETED ✔️✔️ Excerpt. *** "I won't bite. . .yet. . .I promise" He said with a teasing smirk. Walking in the rain didn't sound like a bad idea. Naima didn't want to sit in a car alone with him. As her luck was rare, the thunder clapped and she found herself racing into a practical stranger's car. That wasn't the plan. Naima looked at him weirdly. "Fine. . .but don't try anything funny." "You have my word. I won't try anything. . . funny, Habiba." She could have voiced her disapproval in his insistent need to call her Habiba. But there were much more bigger problems. *** Blurb. A bump in the high school hallway? Cliché. . .I know. But it did happen. And personally Naima hated clichés. She was clearly going to hate him too. But she didn't design life. No one did. And Tawfiq had a way of sneaking up into people's lives if he wanted. And he wanted to sneak into the one hijabi in his French class. Things start not to match up with what Naima knows and questions are raised. Everyone hides something from the world. . . Even stars hide behind clouds on a cloudy night. When the clouds move, will a beautiful starry night be seen or a dark sky with no stars? As the saying goes, Nothing is really truly hidden... Forget Disney and fairy tales. For this is a whole different tale. WARNING ‼️ ⚠️ You'll laugh with them. You'll cry with them. You'll hate some with a passion. You'll love some with the same passion. Started: September 2017. Ended: December 2018. Book 1 in The Secret Series

Hannan Rajab is a teenage Nigerian Muslim girl, who is broken hearted. She was betrayed by her only love Jafar Hafiz. Who broke her heart on their high school graduation ceremony. Hannan vowed never to have anything with any guy again. As she tries to run away from her past, she had an encounter with an handsome rich guy called Abdulrahim Omar. Th CEO of Omar incorp. He's a business freak and after Allah, his company comes second. After he lost his wife to be, Hafifa. He barely have time for girls. This is a beautiful unexpected love journey of a young Muslimah called Hannan as she explores through life and as such, her faith was tested in different ways. Will she overcome this distraction and go on with her plans ? Find out how fate led them into romantic and right paths of their lives

Formerly known as 'An Islamic Love Story.'

#Completed on 21/12/18 #1 LoveMarriage-29/3/21-18/4/21 #2 LoveMarriage-19/04/21-3/5/21 #7 LoveMarriage-18/01/22 #1 Mohabbat-27/3/19 #2 Mohabbat-14/3/19 & 6/1/20 #7 Mohabbat-16/1/20 #32 Hijabi-17/12/18 #46 Spiritual-24/4/18 #49 Spiritual-31/3/18 #1000 Friends-18/7/20 " Ammi, I want to talk about Iram and Ayaan " Afreen, Iram's best friend spoke. " What about them? " Ayesha, Ayaan's mother asked. " Did you notice the changed behavior of them?" Ayesha just nodded. She sat opposite Afreen and Sadiq. " I saw the silence between them. They are not like before... the childish ones. " Ayesha said. " Yes Ammi, even in the hospital, they are busy in themselves, not even eating lunch together. " Afreen said. " And even I heard that Ayaan is working for extra time. Maybe just to avoid Iram. " Sadiq said " And everyone is blaming Iram " Ayesha looked at her confused. " What do you mean by that? " Ayesha was shocked. " Ammi, everyone in the hospital is saying that she could have saved Ayaan without taking the bullet herself. If she had not taken the bullet, the baby could be alive " Afreen said. Ayesha looked hurt knowing that. She never thought that she would be blamed for saving her husband. Yes at that time, maybe she couldn't think of saving him with any other plan, but at least, she saved. ....... " I want the baby, with or without your will " Ayaan to Iram after an incident ....... Well... Well... Well... Have you guys ever thought of your future life? your future husband/wife? or your Prince Charming/ Princess? Have you ever imagined how your marriage would take place? This story is all about my imaginary future life... I have imagined my future husband, my future life, and my marriage in this way. But have changed a few things ... To know my imaginary future life, just click the "Read" button and proceed... And if you want to share your imaginary future life then you can share in the comments or dm me.

*SAMPLE ONLY* Jewel has been published on Amazon.com, come grab the full read there! Yasmin Colburn is a beautiful, oblivious bookworm. Having moved to her local university to finish her last semester, she finds herself the focus of a well-meaning, filthy rich group of hunky postgraduates. One of them has set his eyes on her, and no amount of persuasion can deflect his attention from her. But one big matter stands in their way: one unchangeable, certain fact that can make or break their journey towards love. Jewel is a story meant to explore young Muslim love, held back yet driven forwards by a set of restrictions and guidances. The only way forward is the morally correct way...

"But I'm your-" "I'm your what?!" He cut her off. She flinched at the acidity in his voice. "My wife?" He scoffed inching in on her until he was arms length. His eyes bored into the depths of her soul. He slurred the words with venom dripping from his tone. "You're only a signed contract, nothing more!" * * * "What's that shit doing on your face? you better remove it! you can't be walking on the streets of Chicago wearing that, this isn't your filthy Pakistan!" he ruthlessly spoke with disgust. "You mean my veil?" She questioned with fear placing a hand on her Niqab. "If it isn't obvious" "Please, don't call it that, it's my veil, my identity" "I'm sorry what?" "I can't remove it Saahir, p-please don't make me do this, its a part of me" she begged on the verge of tears. "I said take it off!" He yelled in a deep menacing voice and pulled it off her face throwing it mercilessly on the floor. Fresh tears pooled from her eyes Frustration built through him. He grabbed her shoulder and forcefully dragged her pushing her onto the floor. The floor hit Meeza harder than she had expected. "Oww" she yowled as the pain shot through her shoulder. Highest rank #1 IN SPIRITUAL Always in the top 15 Alhamdulillah #notyouraverageclichèbook. First published on 4th February 2018

Daleela is fifteen, hormonal, and all around your average teenage Muslim girl. Well, you know, if being a Muslim girl in America is what you call average to start with. She has a quick temper, an overly soft heart, and to add to that she's constantly fighting to do the right thing. But what happens when choosing to do the right thing is suddenly a much harder decision to make? When she and her family move away from the homey state of Virginia to the bustling city of New York, her life takes an abrupt turn at the very corner of crazy-ville. How is she going to handle her first year in public school as the only visible Muslim in sight? Not to mention the fact that she's forced to be locker buddies with a completely bipolar psychopath that seems to hold the key to a murky past not even he knows the whole truth of. Daleela will face it all; a journey full of love, mistakes, discrimination, and maybe a few unplanned adventures. Although she's always been a true fighter, how will she handle everything that is happening without losing sight of what's truly important to her? Will she be able to juggle keeping up with her family and protecting her modesty while still maintaining a firm grip on her faith? What will happen when one girl has to fight for the respect of so many and prove herself to everyone looking down on her? Well, you'll have to take a dive into her world and find out for yourself... © 2012-2021 JAMEELAH LATHAM ALL RIGHTS RESERVED

Diamonds & Pearls EDIT/REWRITE. Hope you like the changes if you notice them. Let's get through this book one last time so we can finish book two.