When Chris met Jonny at university, he thought the almighty forces of the Universe had at last been in his favour bringing such an amazing friend into his life. However, what Chris did not know was that they had more in store for them than he could have imagined. It does not matter how much you try to ignore something, if it's meant to happen, you won't be able to fight against it, or will you?

It's a Buckin story. Set in early 2011. Mainly Jon's POV. Chris and Jonny's life could not have been better. They had a solid relationship, they fortunately had the blessing from their families, bandmates and fans, the band was better than ever working on their new album and they both had finally been able to have the family they had always dreamed of. Everything was perfect until a decision threatened to destroy what they had worked so hard to build.

Am I in love with my bestfriend? Coldplay could be ruined. Or our friendship. But that's only if he finds out.

After Chris harshly rejects Jonny, everything goes downhill. Only him and the receptionist of Jonny's old flat building know he's gone. Not even Guy and Will have the slightest hint of what's happening, except Chris' emotional overload. Chris must go on a long journey to find Jonny, and endure many issues on his way. He is stable for a bit, but will one horrifying surprise end it all?