❝Being against evil doesn't make me good.❞ [across the marvel cinematic universe] [captain america: the winter soldier - black widow]

Natasha, Steve and Sam are underground post the events of Civil War still engaging in missions, fighting off terrorist groups dealing with Chitauri remnants while simultaneously trying to find an equilibrium in their own lives. Steve and Natasha confront their demons together and finally allow themselves to live a life they truly deserve. Romanogers/CapWidow. Set pre Infinity War.

2012 - Loki has been arrested by the Avengers for his part in the attack on New York, the murder of hundreds worldwide, and attempted invasion of Earth. He's a villain, heartless and cruel, but even villains were younger once - and Loki has met Natasha before. 2002 - There's a younger Loki, bitter with the world but not so bitter as he is now, a younger Loki who believes in freedom and equality as much as the older Loki believes in fascism and subjugation. Take them back to that younger Loki, whose eyes are kind and whose heart is kinder, a younger Loki that somebody like Natasha could fall in love with ... all the way back in 2002. But Natasha is an assassin, a pawn under the Soviet government, and her exploits against the kingpin Frisk and her master Dreykov will bring her and Loki to dangers they have never dreamt of. In a mad chase of murder, theft and addiction, Loki finds himself being drawn to the darkness, as Natasha meets Agent Barton, who teaches her how to prove herself ... to be good ... They'll eventually fall apart, Natasha and Loki. Maybe it was inevitable from the start. And 2012 will happen. But in spite of it all, in spite of the darkness and hatred and twisted thoughts that live in Loki now, a part of him will live forever on the summer-soaked Californian highways ... with her ... Even villains were younger once. ROMANZ AWARD 2020 #1 IN FANFICTION

When Steve went to return the stones, he's not only bringing the stones with him but the slightest hope of bringing Natasha back. No one really expected how easy to get the sacrifice back opposite to how hard it was to get the stone, but no one's gonna complain on getting Natasha Romanoff back, it was what everyone wanted. After Steve got Natasha back they sat down for a moment and talked about the possibilities of Steve staying in his original time. What happens if he stays, how will it affect Natasha? "You're thinking of staying..." she was stating more than questioning. "I'm not sure Nat... I got a new life here..." "But that's not the life you wanted..." Steve turned to look at Natasha for the first time since they talked about these possibilities. 📌 Completed: Dec 2019 📌 Slow Edit: 2021 April ⚠️ First story written in full English. English is not my first language thus, this will have a lot of grammatically incorrect sentences. ⚠️ No background or knowledge in story writing thus, I used wrong the tenses. ⚠️ Not a comic reader, this is plainly based from mcu movies I've watched. ⚠️ This story is united. I might edit to correct some grammars but not now and when I do, please know that it would still have grammar errors. 📌 Lastly, thank you for giving this story ad much attention as it got. I never expected I'd get 20K reads. The last parts are rushed though, but still I got some votes and I'm very thankful. 💕

Birthdays are supposed to be happy times, but not for super spy Natasha Romanoff. The same nightmare constantly replays on the days before her birthday, warning her something bad will occur. A strong, dark presence that only Natasha can see is trying to kill her, along with her loved one and friends if they interfere. Will Natasha save the ones she cares about and loves, including herself? --- I do not own the canon Marvel characters, but I do own a few minors in the story. This is JUST a fan fiction and has never happened in any of the events in Marvel Comics.

Surviving, that's all Natalia's been doing ever since she was a little girl. She's been forced to kill, punished, broken, and put back together. All to make her into the perfect assassin, a Black Widow. She wants to survive, but the only way to do that is to become what they want. However, that may be difficult when someone she thought was just a legend comes to train her and compromises everything she's been working for. This is the first book. Book 2 is already up.

"What did you do to him?!" "The son of the Black Widow and the Winter Soldier would be the most powerful force on Earth. But every gene that wasn't to HYDRA'S liking was replaced with the spider counterpart gene." *** Spider was HYDRA'S little pet. Their weapon. Trained harder than his mother and father, Natasha Romanoff and James Barnes, Spider wishes he never knew HYDRA. Years later, Spider is sent in to kill the Black Widow and the Winter Soldier, but the Avengers don't like that. What happens when the Spider, or his real name Peter, Natasha, and Bucky are reunited as the dysfunctional family they were meant to be? #5 in Filler